My negative dreams

1- 𝚂𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚎

~𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕~

It's a Saturday morning, my beloved dad in on a business trip with his boss and other workers, My day starts of normal , that annoying alarm clock wakes me up, like always , i am going downstairs to get some milk after brushing my teeth, i open the fridge and grab the milk and pour it in my glass. I was just drinking my glass of milk when I heard loud sobs coming from the living room.

"Huh? what's wrong? why is mom crying?"

I think while making my way to the living room. I walk into my mom crying her heart out , she's on phone....

"mom? What's wrong?" I ask her.

"Jullian I- Your-" and she continues to cry.

I rush to the kitchen and get her a glass of water. I hand it to her , asking "Mom , what happened? calm down and tell me , please."

She gets herself together and finally replies "Your dad , he-" 

"What about him?!" i cut her off

"he died , in a car accident" she says trying to keep calm.

"what....how"

"At about 2:34 , their car ran into a road divider" she says in a cracked voice.

I couldn't hold for much longer , i burst out into tears , i loved my dad more than i loved myself , he was always there for me....through my toughest times.....he never left me alone..

My mom started to comfort me "it's okay honey , he's still alive! he just left his body...he's happy now , he'll be looking over us , always..."

This fact was hard for me to accept , I fucking want to die right now. I feel miserable.

I was sitting alone in my room when my beloved  pet , twitter came in my room and sat beside me...i cant understand her language but i understood that she was comforting me , very well.....

i petted her head "You're sad too , aren't you, twitter?"

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After having dinner , i went to sleep , i didnt wanted to do anything anymore.

I had trouble falling asleep but i managed to sleep after laying in my bed hopeless for a hour.

"Hello honey........I miss you........You'll be joining me soon......My dearest...........I love you too, more than i love myself.......................10...."

I woke up breathing heavily "WHAT IN THE WORLD OF WILL SMITH'S SLAP TO CHRIS WAS THAT!?" Yes , I dreamt of my dad telling me that i'll join him soon, im scared ,he was laden with blood , one eye out of his eyeball circuit , a kind smile on his face.....Im so fucking scared.... I have no Idea what he meant by '10'...

I decide not to tell mom about this. I'll only give her more things to worry about if i tell her.

Time passes by. I keep getting those dreams , he keeps decreasing the value of the number he says ........"9 , 8 , 7, 6"

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