_you_me_ (JIKOOK) FANFICTION

Birth

No one's pov:

It was raining, heavily

And there was a beautiful lady

laying down on the bed screaming in pain, as she was going to have a baby..

a crying sound came from the room.

Park joon , who was sweating, had tears in his eyes out of happiness

he ran to the room .. opening the door in  hurry but
the doctor looked really disappointed.
" What happened doctor"? He asked with a fearful expression.

Park joon POV:

I felt my blood draining from my face .my hands shaking badly I wanted to cry but  couldn't, everything stopped for a minute..the silence embraced me. I could not hear anything accept the words. "Your wife- she's dead"

I wasn't able to process anything.. my eyes were blur. My body wasn't helping either.

I fell onto the floor crying till I felt numb.. screaming in agony
The doctor said "I am sorry in a small voice"...."I'm sorry for your loss"..sorry..the doctor kept saying sorry..that sorry won't heal the wound. Will it?
I ignored the doctor and went inside tripping ,watching the love of my life..loads of wires attached to her fragile body I wanted to hug her..but my hands were not moving. I said in a small voice..
"why're you not waking up honey , look you gave birth to our son , wake up honey, he needs a mother , honey w-wake u-up"

She wasn't waking up..she leaved her child in this cruel world,
I just lost my love.

(Park joon became hysterical as soon as he realised her wife was gone. She wasn't alive . She leaved him

Tears decorating his face. Eyes red . )

I heard a cry. My eyes travelled to the small cradle a little figure could be seen.

I knew it was my baby I picked him up gently. Fresh tears dropping down .

He snuggled up to me

"Y-Your mother's so mean , s-she leaved you". "D-Do not worry I'll be the best father". I tried convincing myself but I couldn't
y-your the only one I have. Don't ever leave me please. I l-love you.
(He talked to the baby as if he could understand what his father was saying. )

I sat down on the floor with my baby in my hands. I looked up. Everything was still blur. Is this a curse that'll never end? Am I stuck. Is this all I am capable of.. I questioned myself. I am aware of the lights but my mind is filled with darkness. And I can't find a way out.

I again stared at my baby and said. "I'm very happy you are here my child". "But i'm angry really angry on y-your mother she leaved u-us". "She told me to name you Jimin. Do you like that name?" Park joon's state of mind was messed up..well no one blames him..he just lost his wife. 

"Why? What kind of game is this" said park joon.

(Author: this is my first ever story..and English isn't my first language.. sorry ig💖 luv y'all )