The moment when my life change when my father dies from cancer. when I was 13 I'm 16 now . 5 months after my father had died my mother hads been using crack sonetimes she use to sell me for crack. I wonder if my father was still her how my life would been or where I would be . I seen times I wanted to kill myself thinking it would make my mother happy . She calls me a Fat Bitch every chance she gets she was never like this . I wish.I had the old mom back that cares again . My Name is Shay Johnson Im 16 ill be 17 in 2 weeks really not that excited . I Have one Bestfriend name Nicole She really cool down to earth person. This is our last year of high school. Im thinking what I'ma do where I'ma go from here .
All my mom say " YOU AINT SHIT BITCH , YOU DUMB TAKE YOUR ASS DOWN SOCIAL SERVICES AND LIVE OFF FOOD STAMPS LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE !!! . That Made me feel lest then a person that she really feels like that. But when i think about my dad how he use to treat me makes me feel all
Warm inside .
"WAKE YOUR ASS UP STOP DREAMING" !
My mom walked into the room and said she always some negtive shit to say . I dont even say anything when she starts talking like that i just look at her with smiked on my face and walk away .
Let me go Im already late for school
I said to myself before i slap the shit of this bitch you called a mom
Buzz buzz buzz
Aint nobody but Nicole
Press the button the speak in the mic and told Nicole Iwas coming down now . I got my bags and soda and left .
Hearing Aaliyah Blasting on the elevators kinda getting me in a good mood shit its friday too.
"AYEEEEEEEE!! Its friday boo
You know its a party tonight we in there or nah Shay? "
"I dont i might" , im thinking nobody wants to see a fat bitch dance any ways i might just stay home eat some ice cream then cry myself to sleep like I do everynight.
"Look thats your problem you always downing your self you might meet your future husband their never know who's looking Shay look listen you not an ugly girl you just need to fix yourself up that all you always "
" Mhm yeah okay whatever you say Nicole "
Im really not paying attention what she saying its going in one ear out the other .
"Come on girl before we missed the bus"
When step foot on the bus everybody had their eyes on me then somebody else hollard out
" MOVE FAT BITCH" !
Everyone started laughing !
I really didtn give no fucks what she say everybody knows im fat so whaat but that bitch is bold headed .
"Shay dont worry they just hating "
I gave Nicole this little smiked then i looked out the window and started day dreaming how my life can be .
"Girl girl GIRL" !
"Yess snap out of it lol "
"Oh shit' lol"
Lets go everybody off the bus .
.
Me & Nicole on our way into the school we laughing and joking then this dude name Marcus cane uo to us he was so sexy he longs dreads that stop at his shoulders he was brown skin with light sandy brown eyes with his pretty smile .
" shay shay shay
Ohh huh
"You coming to the party tonight" ?
Idk i might , why dont know nobody "wants to see a phat bitch dance" anyways
"Man heres that shit again stop it girl "
"Well i dont think your phat shay "
"Mhm whatever look i see you later" nicole ima be late for class .
"Okay girl "
While i was walking to class i seen some boys giving me hell about what i had on . and shoes i wear is im really that bad or im just overthinking everything .
I was so late for Mrs.Buck class .
"Mrs . Johnson why are you late ? "
Umm . see what happend was
"Umm you been late for the past 3months to my class keep it up i be seeing back in the same grade matter of fact ill be sending your parents letter in the mail . "
Yes ma'am
"Now go sit down get out your book turn to the page 146 ."
As i sit down hearing chairs cracked a little everybody busted out laughing , i was so embrasssed i walk out class crying my eyes out i ran to the bathroom to wash my face off .
I walk out the bathroon i bump into marcus again
" was wrong babygirl you okay "?
"Yess i guess".... But you knew i was crying cause my eyes was still red .
Stop lying shay you been crying are you sure you okay .
"I nod my head yeah "
Let me walk you back to class '
Ima just go home but thanks anyways " Marus
"No doubt babygirl ayee keep your head up "
I watch marcus as he walked away then i went back to class and got my stuff then left to go home .
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Phat Girl Dreams
Randomsmall time girl name Shay, not living having the best of both worlds . then she finds out she's decovers that she pregnant by the person that rapes her .
