I have gave up...

Part one ( my time )

Hey there , I'm daisy I'm sixteen and I'm no longer alive , I don't wanna say to much .... Here's my story

The day -
I had to get ready for school , thank god it's Friday . I put a white tank top and a flannel on with my leggings , I had also got my black converses on and then I put my black hair in a messy bun , because why not it's Friday after all . I had texted my friend named crystal to come over after all that I finally got picked up by her .
- 12 minutes later -

We had finally got there and right away crystal went to her boyfriend and left me to walk in the school alone , I whispered to myself " my gosh ... Daisy just get this day over with " then I had went in . I was half way in the hall way till someone named grace shouted " eww it lives " I look down trying so hard to not make eye contact with anyone , the laughter followed me to art class . I had finally went in an sat down , to me art was my escape to all these problems , just me and my sketch books .
* starts to sketch*
I had finish the class and when I tried to leave there was girls looking at me , the glare was scaring me and I tried grabbing my sketch book and I had dropped it , I went to grab it and one girl with blonde hair kicked it across the room , I had stood up to see the one and only amber , her and her friends just laughed and walked out .

I quickly went to pick it up and I grabbed my books and had went to history , the subject I was good at .

* Walks in class *

I had walked in late and the teacher Ms . Woods had said " daisy why are you late , you weren't in the bathroom putting makeup on were you ? " before I can respond amber puts her head down and says " no that's why she's still hideous " everyone laughed and I couldn't deal with it anymore I stormed out the class . I had bummed in to grace , " eww don't touch me you nasty animal" I didn't make eye contact and walked away hearing the echo of their laughter . Tears rushed down my face as I wiped them away , I had finally made it to the front of the school I walked out the gate that remained open all day and ran home . Tears were everywhere I kept wiping some away yet more had came up . You may be confused on why would I be making a big deal out of a couple words that had been said to me ... Well if you been bullied for most years of middle school and one year of high school by the same group of girls then you'll feel my pain , it hurt ... it hurt me .

Then it had happened ... The pain had started the next thing you know you hear " It's going to be alright baby girl hang in there" I was more confused then ever , I had been in pain but nothing close to this , I hear my mother crying , I feel myself getting picked up and being taken in a ambulance car , the sirens were extremely loud and I had felt something wet , I slowly opened my eyes and had realized I'm bleeding what had happened to me ? Why am I covered in blood from the waist down ? I was more confused then ever ... I remember walking or running home but the rest after that turned blank ...

( In the hospital )

I had heard the ambulance person say " a 16 year old female had lost a lot of blood get her in quickly " , then a nurse had asked " What had happened " then replied " The poor girl got hit by a car " I then remembered I was crying so much I couldn't focus on what was happening around me it was a blur until now ...

( 1 hour later )

I feel different now , I feel almost like a feather's weight , then the doctor had come to my mother and said those words a mother would never want to hear " I'm sorry for you're loss , she had lost a lot of blood in the pasted hour an we just couldn't save her , I'm very sorry we tried the best we could ." my mother had fell to the ground bursting to tears I quickly try helping her up .... I couldn't I couldn't touch my mother's hand .... I had felt awake but I couldn't understand what had happened ... Then I realized . I'm dead now ... No one can see me , hear me , and no one can help me . I start to crying this couldn't had happened .... Not to me *wipes serval tears away* W-hy ...

I've then noticed this bright yellow light ... I have slowly came close to it to realized I don't want to go to heaven I want to stay here with my family . The light is still there and I cover my eyes and I keep screaming " I DON'T WANNA GO , I WANNA STAY ! " I burst into tears .... Why me , why , I should have just deal with the bullying , I had cause so many problems to my family ...

The light had vanished , I wasn't ready to leave I could just leave my problems ..... My mother , I wipe away a single tear I go up to my mother's ear and whisper " mommy I'm sorry I let go , I'm sorry I had left you alone....mommy please hear me " she was still crying I walked out of the room and when to the hall way I sat down and crying one tear after another flowed down my face .... I then had gotten up I was walking out the door and bummed into a guy , I had felt his shoulder he looked at me and said " sorry I didn't see you have there " I was shocked .... I'm de-..dead how can this be he looks at me " so what's you're name ? " I said in a shy voice " I'm daisy ...." He smiled " well I'm Seth and it was great meeting you daisy , but I have some new family members to meet " I still looked shocked and he had walked away

Seth p.o.v

I had just seen the most prettiest girl in the world is this a dream hah , I walk in the hospital to where my mother had just gave birth to my baby brother Jason I looked at him ... I start tearing up I whispered " he's so adorable " my mother had smiled " thanks baby , after all he gets it from the family " I smile this day is perfect

Daisy's p.o.v

I had walked back inside I wanted to talk to that guy that had seen me I finally found him and pulled him to a corner " you see me ? " he nods his head .. .. It leaves me speechless