Brown eyes

The sight

I originally was gonna be mean to him but I thought "just give it a chance kristy" so that's what I did. And I heard my sister and her boyfriend come in with him, and they walked out to the living room. "Hi" I heard a deep voice say, I looking up curiously at a tall dark man and he smiled. I nodded and said hello is a low tone. My mom and my aunt looked at me with wide eyes and looked back at my sister and they all made small talk for about ten minutes and my sister said she had to get going. Then I said " alright sissy I love you" and went back to my phone then there was a pause and my sister said " kristy why don't you come out with us" I sighed and looked up and that's when I realized all eyes were on me, I felt the pressure that came from everyone's eyes. "Alright" I said slightly irritated, I got up and put my shoes on and walked outside with all of them and I could feel eyes on me.
As the boys had went and got in the car I knew my sister was gonna pester me about the situation, "kristy so what did you think?" she said with her eyes glistening with hope, I stared at her for a moment and sighed " I don't know April, I don't think I feel like meeting someone quite yet" April sighed in disappointment. "Ok" she said and I was looking at the ground feeling almost disappointed in myself. " April" I sighed " I am not ready to get hurt right now" then there was a split second of silence and she looked at me " kristy you just need to get out there because you are hurting yourself sitting in the house all day" and I knew she was right and l looked at her and then sighed. "Kristy" she said in almost a sad tone " I'm not gonna force you, I just want you to be okay again, but I know it will take time" but I heard her tone of voice change from sad to understanding and I knew she just wanted me happy but I knew it was gonna take a while.
We had ending up saying our goodbyes and she left, here is the thing about my sister she is very tough and very soft but she is the most amazing person I have ever met and she always had my back, and if I ever needed her she was there because that beautiful, amazing women was my other half and I was always so proud of her and no matter how much we would fight I knew she was proud of me.
After our goodbyes I had walked back in the house, hearing her car pull out of the driveway, and putting the thought of talking to the guy out of my head. Then I walked in the house and looked at my mom and my aunt and just heard them talking about me finding a new person and I honestly just ignored it, if I wasn't ready then I wasn't ready and they were gonna have to deal with it. I yelled goodnight and walked in the basement and laid down.