Ringing,beeping, muffled voices, yelling. I smell the copper tang of blood. My senses are on overload. Pressure is building in brain like a pimple threatening to burst. I feel an overwhelming sense of anxiety, fear if you may. I don't know why I'm scared. It's like my brain isn't synced to my body. My thoughts are right there just out of arms reach.my brain is empty but then bursting with knowledge and energy. I see a void just like any,pitch black. Then my head is filled with light bright enough to totally blind someone. Then it switches scenes again. I only make out some. There moving to fast. Its the same as when your in a car and you look outside the window. You see blotches of color but no details cause of the speed. Then there's darkness again. It goes on repeat. Finally it picks one and comes to a halt. I'm dizzy I feel before I see anything.I Feel failure and defeat.it I hear a voice I see someone, I assume it's them talking but all features are blurred. He's talking in English which I know, but I only process bits and pieces. He's talking faster then my brain can understand. It's annoying I'm trapped in my mind but it's not. Something is stopping me from thinking clearly. They're trapping me in a maze. Trying to confuse. I'm surprised I even came to that conclusion. I snap out of it I need to try and focus on what he says. "Your own-, safety,sacrifice, waste , project, I'm sorry for your-, greater good, brought this, yourself, alone, it didn't have to be like this, R-The last word sears through my mind alone. The image fades out to the black pit. But the rollercoaster of stuff doesn't start again. It's just echoes of those random words. I'm there for a while waiting for something to happen. When I finally realize nothings happening I regroup myself . Let's try to make sense of this mess. Where am I, what's happening , who's that man,what did he mean with his words, who's blood did I smell? None of these I have an answer for. What I'm mad at is I didn't hear my name. I know I'm me or at least someone. What do I look like? I try to look down. Im in a hospital gown. Was I the one bleeding. Other then that I look like everyone else. There's nothing that will help me figure out who I am.The realization hits, me in my frustration it turned silent no more echoes. I try to move, nothing. I search the darkness. I don't know what I'm looking for, I'd take anything really. This is so frustrating!
I don't know how long it had been before I spaced out blocking any and all thoughts. That's what an endless dark void does to someone I guess. Finally I just fell asleep. Or I think so. I wake up in a completely white room. I'm caught off guard. It's a drastic change to the total darkness I was In prior. I sit up and look around there's no windows and no door. How did I get in here? Well it's not like any of this has made sense. I look down i notice I have long dark black hair. It contrasts deeply with the pure white. There's just a bed. Which is also completely white. I stand up trying to find something. I start feeling around the walls. Anything to try and tell me how to get out of here. Up until now I thought I was alone. I turn to look at the only hiding spot in the room. The bed, has nothing there. I go to continue my search when I hear the strangers voice. "What are you looking for R##$?" As it says my name I feel like someone's covering my ears.it ends as suddenly as it started. It just censored my name. The only information I wanted. " are you alright dear you look as pale as this room? There's nobody in here besides you and me. Ohh pardon me you can't forget Mr Bun Bon now can we." It goes and picks up a bright pink stuffed bunny. Half hidden under the bed Then stalks back over to me. "Here you go. Now why are you out of bed?" She asks me offering me the bunny. I dont want either of these things hear me. The bunny or the rabbit. They both appeared out of no where. I think my minds playing tricks on me because I for sure checked around and under the bed. It was not there originally. I grab Mr bun bon "oh just looking for him." I say hoping it believes me.Now that the initial terror is gone I get a close look at the entity. It looks like a real life quilt but not using fabrics. It has human shaped eyes but with unnatural bright orange eyes. With a doll face except the eyes. It has torn up curtain strips as it's "hair". The body is tall and spindly with a torso that looks like a shadow. With a huge green arm that has bumps running down it. The arm is so big it doesn't even look like it's fully connected to the shadow shoulder.the other arm is normal looking until. You get to the hand with massive claws the size of highlighters. Then the legs are like Mr Bun Bon's except the things ones are yellow and brown. It doesn't seem fazed by my staring and replies. "Of course, I know how much you love him." It says while pointing to Mr Bun Bon. A memory snaps into place. It shows Mr Bun Bon just not in my hands anymore. Instead it's in the hands of a sleeping girl. She has dark brown hair put up in pigtails along with wearing a frilly pink dress. My heart clenches at the sight of her. I don't know why. She seems to be moving. Drifting out of reach I go to grab her but I can't. She's still going farther and farther away the scene gets smaller. I burst into a run. She wakes up and starts screaming R##$, R##$ where are you?!" I can't catch up I lose my gain and collapse my face is wet from tears I didn't know we're there.while the memory disappears.I snap back to the white room with possibly concerned look on the things face. It's kinda hard to tell when it's a doll. "Are you alright? You collapsed onto the floor."It says while looking at me with those strange eyes. I sit up, my head hurts I look around and see that I'm back in bed. "Ya I just was confused that's all. Where are we?" I ask hoping to get something valuable in return. "You don't know? Interesting, well we're in Aisling. Or did you førg3t?" It says with a mischievous glint in its eyes. "You seem to have føtgott3ñ a lot including me." It says the glint is gone replaced by fear. It starts shaking it doesn't look 3d anymore it's flat. The area around it is static while hi starts glitching. His eyes start to bleed and a high pitch ringing plays in my ears. Then it stops, and everything is normal so it seems. It is in the same spot, staring expectedly at me. I almost thought I was crazy until. I see the look on its face. Frozen in pain. It's eyes begging me to keep quite. "You are here for a game if you lose.. we'll let's hope not. You will go through challenges to test if ther- you are ready." It says smiling sweetly. It hits me with a chill that 1 something is wrong here and 2 this is not the same monster. "Well wha- it cuts me off "no more question just listen now." It then to prove its point my lips peel off my face and onto the wall. It smiles while I scramble to feel the smooth skin where my mouth should be. "You know to much and we are hear to forget. Well good luck." It says gingerly as I pass out into the bed.
