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December 16th
Michigan

Its been a few weeks since that little encounterment with Jaylens im assuming girlfriend. We still haven't spoke but hes watched my story a few times off of his friends accounts. I peeped and blocked anybody I thought couldve been remotely associated with him. Today was supposed to be a really chill day so I used my dads car to run a few errands. First I go cash my checks in and then I go get my hair done. After about 6 hours of getting my braids done I pay the lady $200 plus a $30 tip. I call Nijeah as I pull into the Mcdonalds drive thru. We catch up with each other and plan to go to a party later on tonight. I eat my food in the car as I listen to my audio book and scroll on ig. I finally make it back home and bring my family in the Mcdonalds I ordered them. It was around 5pm now and that party starts at 8 so I take a quick nap before Nijah gets to my house. I wake up take a shower and go open the door for Nijah. She walks in with crud in her hands which excited me a little. Before we get dressed we smoked 2 woods each and start getting ready. I put on these black leather leggings with a white buttoned blouse type shirt and my black Mcqueens and Nijah wore a regular blue jeans and a ovlive green Givenchy shirt with black yeezy foam runners. I kiss my parents and tell them ill be back before getting in Nijahs car. We arrive there and I could tell it was pretty live. I hug a few people I knew there and chilled for the rest of the night. I was sitting down minding my business while Nijah was in the twerk circle catching random bitches ass. This tall darkskin boy walks up to me and passes me his blunt. I take 4 hits not trying to chief off of his wood. I noticed how fine he was and we started talking. We had a good conversation but I was getting up to get a drink or 2 because of how dry my mouth was. Just my luck Jaylen and his friends were behind me. I dont think they knew it was me at first but once I walked away from the stand I felt a tap on my shoulder it was the fine darkskin I was talking to earlier his name was Dame and asked for my number. I gave it to him but when I looked up I seen Jaylen just staring into my soul. I walk away to go find Nijah because my night was officially ruined and I was ready to go home. I texted her asking where she was. She said she wasnt ready to leave yet so I waited it out. I walked back to sit were I was sitting before I peeped Skyler. There was no more bad blood between us so I decided to get up and talk to her. We talked caught up with each other and exchanged igs again. As we were still talking the bitch Jaylen was fw walked up to us. Skyler introduces her and says "Layy this is Diamond my best friend. And Diamond this is Layy." I awkwardly smile at her and say hi before returning back to my seat. I noticed that it was taken so I looked around looking for some where to sit when i seen Jaylen again. I said under my breath "I really cannot get away from this man." At this point I find Nijah so we could leave because I really was irritated at that point. I finally found her and she was so drunk I had to walk her to the car. I grabbed her keys and drove her home before calling a lyft back to my house.

The next day I see Diamond added me on snap so I added her back. As soon as I added her she snaps me. I wait 20 minutes before I actually opened it. She asked if I used to mess with Jaylen and I left it on opened. He was just a failed talking stage I dont know why she would be pressed if I even respond with an answer. I slept away that whole situation and woke up again around 12 pm. I checked my phone and seen Dame had texted me so I texted him back. We had a nice cute conversation he's actually very sweet. I didnt wanna get my hopes up once again. So I let him know if he was a childish type to stop talking to me rn. He said he actually could see a relationship with me and wanted to take me serious. I put my pride aside once again and hope to make things work with Dame.

December 31st
5:47 pm

Things have been going good for me. Me and Dame hung out majority of Winter break. Hes super sweet but the only con is he wants to have sex. Personally im not the type of girl to fuck a nigga outside of marriage and im not gonna change that for nobody not even Dame. I explained that to him and he was understanding but I could tell he wasnt feeling it frl. It was a regular day and I told my younger siblings id take them out to the movies. I do my little sisters hair into a cute bun and brush my little brother waves down. Marlie and Marcell are the only twins in my family and their the youngest being 9 years old. We get in my dads car and otw to the movie theater we stop into my job so I could pick up my last check. I finally saved up more than enough for my car so i was gonna look for a new job. We arrived at the theaters and I got them some snacks. While im buying the snacks I peep that Diamond was actually behind the register. I didnt say anything I just kept it moving and waiting for them to bring out my drinks. She looked up and smiled at me. I didnt wanna seem rude so I treated her with a Smile back. But then she started laughing and went into the back with her co workers it was so awkward for me after that. We sat in the theaters and I left out the movie to call Dame back. He told me that he wants to go out somewhere fancy tonight. I agreed to the plans and did a little awkward happy dance.