Matthew's POV
I don't know what I'm feeling right now, it's just so weird, a weird feeling I have, I must admit torpe ako, takot ako mareject, at lalong lalo na takot akong mawala ang friendship natin.
Bakit ba kasi ako na inlove sa bestfriend ko? Sa dinami dami pa naman ng pwede kong magustuhan, ikaw pa?
I fell inlove to you, your smile, your laugh, and everything about you. I don't just like you I love you, not as a friend, I wish that we can be more than that but, you love someone.
And it hurts because, it's not me. And it will never be me, I know that you love me, yes you love me, as a friend. A friend that will always be there, as a friend, a friend that has a shoulder for you to lean on, as a friend, and a friend will always be just a friend.
You know, bagay sa akin yung kanta ng 5sos na Heartbreak girl.
"You call me up,
It's like a broken record
Saying that your heart hurts
That you never get over him getting over you,
And you end up crying
And I end up lying,
'Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do
And when the phone call finally ends,
You say, "Thanks for being a friend,"
And we're going in circles again and again
I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.
Hold you tight straight through the day light,
I'm right here, when you gonna realize
That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?
I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out
You could be with me now
But I end up telling you what you wanna hear,
But you're not ready and it's so frustrating
He treats you so bad and I'm so good to you it's not fair.
And when the phone call finally ends
You say, "I'll call you tomorrow at 10,"
And I'm stuck in the friend zone again and again
I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.
Hold you tight straight through the day light,
I'm right here, when you gonna realize
That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?
I know someday it's gonna happen
And you'll finally forget the day you met him
Sometimes you're so close to your confession,
I gotta get it through your head
That you belong with me instead.
I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.
Hold you tight straight through the day light,
I'm right here, when you gonna realize
That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?
I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That dI can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.
Hold you tight straight through the day light,
I'm right here, when you gonna realize
That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?"
Sh*t, I'm friendzoned. Ang torpe ko kasi hindi ko magawang umamin sayo! Ang duwag ko kasi takot ako mareject! Torpe ako manhid ka naman.
Magsusulat na lang ako lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sayo, sana maiabot sayo ng hangin ang mensahe ko sayo.
Pinalipad ko na ang papel Kung saan isinulat ko lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sayo, ipapalipad ko na lang sa hangin.
I'll just let the wind tell you how much I love you, goodbye, my friend.
Audrey's POV
Andito ako sa park ngayon, nagmumukmok. Umiiyak, kasi break na kami ng boyfriend ko. Siguro pag sinabi ko kay Matthew ito siguro masusuntok niya lang yun.
Para ko na siyang big brother eh. Palagi siyang andyan, he is my crying shoulder. Tinatawagan ko siya kanina pa pero hindi sumasagot ano kayang--
*SWOOSH*
Aray! Natamaan ako sa mukha, kinapa ko yung mukha ko, papel?
May nagbato kaya sa akin nito? Impossible naman, kasi hindi naka crumple.
Binasa ko, teka, bakit may pangalan ako dito?
Dear Audrey,
Hi my friend, this is my message for you, weird huh? Nahihiya kasi akong sabihin lahat sayo 'to, pero sana mabasa mo kahit pinalipad ko lang 'to, kahit hindi pumunta sayo 'to ok lang, alam ko namang kahit mabasa mo 'to ngayon wala pa rin, ganun pa rin ang feelings mo sa akin. Walang magbabago, kasi alam ko bestfriend at brother lang ang turing mo sa akin eh. Sorry kasi nagpakatorpe ako, alam ko kasing pinagsabihan mo ako dati na kapag may nagustuhan ako, sabihin ko agad sa kanya, pero hindi ko magawang masabi kasi torpe nga ako diba? Pero dito sasabihin ko na lang lahat sayo, lahat ng nararamdaman ko sayo.
First time I laid my eyes on someone like you, I knew that you were the one. You made me change, Im not the jerk that everybody knows, because of you my life has changed. You know dati, palagi akong umuuwi sa bahay ng lasing. I was jerk, a playboy, and a badboy. But because of you everything changed. Hindi na ako umuuwi sa bahay ng lasing. I always come home with hearts in my eyes, cheesy right? Pero hindi ko akalain na hanggang bestfriends Lang ang bagsak natin. Ayokong ligawan ka kasi takot akong mawala ka. Dumating yung mga lalaking mga nanligaw sayo, I stayed, may ka MU ka, I stayed, nagkaboyfriend ka, I stayed, but now, I think I wouldn't stay anymore. Kasi habang tumatagal, lalo lang nagiging deep ang feelings ko para sayo. So, kahit na hindi naging tayo, Im letting you go. It is very hard for me to suffer in one sided love. I wish that you'll be happy with your boyfriend, stay strong.
Anyway, aalis na pala ako ng Philippines. I will leave to move on. Don't worry I'll never come back. Kung babalik man ako hindi Kita guguluhin. And remember that I'll never forget you.
Truly yours,
Jacob
