Complicated

Chapter 22

•2 weeks later•

Today was another one of mine and Taylor's dates. But first I have a Victoria's Secret shoot. Which I'm kinda nervous for. No one knows about it because they'd probably kill me. So I got in sweats and went there. When I got there I was rushed into hair and makeup. Then I was given three sets and you know what they contained.

After the photoshoot I was told I could keep the under garments, so I did. When I got home I walked inside to get ready for mine and Taylor's date. He said casual so I picked out distressed light wash high waisted shorts with a cropped Nike crew neck and maroon dr. Martens. Then I straightened my hair and did light makeup. Then I was done and walked downstairs. Taylor said we were walking and said it was about 15 minutes away. We started walking hand in hand. When we got there it was cheesy but cute. It was a picnic. We sat down and started eating when Taylor said randomly "LETS GO SWIM!" "Uhm I don't have a swimsuit..." I said. "Bra and underwear let's go!" He said. So I striped down and so did he and we ran and jumped into the lake. Then when we got in there Taylor grabbed me and put my legs around his waist and kissed me passionately. I kissed back and then it started getting intense so we got out and went to the private part on the lake that no one knew about. He laid down another blanket and pushed me on to it. He kissed me hard. Then, he unclasped my bra. After that he played with the hem of my underwear until finally he took them off. Then I pulled off his boxers he grabbed a condom from the side us. He put it on and pushed into me. I wrapped my legs around him and dug my nails into his back.

•when they get home•

We walked in and when we were walking upstairs everyone started laughing. "What the hell is wrong with you guys?!" Taylor asked. "Was it really smart to wear just a tank top back in here." Cameron said laughing. Shit. Taylor and I both ran upstairs. "Well that was embarrassing." I said when we got in our room. "Yeah." Taylor said. "I'm tired, wanna take a nap and then go back down there?" I asked. "Yeah. Sure." He said. So we laid down together and drifted off to sleep.

I woke up, and Taylor wasn't there. I got up and went out of the room, all the lights were off. I was really freaked out because I have a fear about this stuff. I have a lot of fears. I have a fear of heights, death and I watch law and order so a fear of people like that... I tried to turn a light on but It didn't work. I went into everyone's room, but no one was there. Then I went into the living room. I was actually really scared and a few tears were coming down my cheek. And my phone was in my room so it's even worse. When I started walking out the living room I heard a bunch of screams and someone pick me up. I kicked them and they let go of me and looked at me. It was Taylor. "YOU FUCKING ASS!" I screamed walking back upstairs. I wasn't actually that mad because it was pretty funny, but he must've taken it that way. 20 minutes later he came upstairs with my fav, broccoli cheddar soup. I just smiled as he handed me the soup. He was about to walkout when I said "babe! Where are you going?" He looked at me and said "I thought you were mad at me." "No, I was just scared out of my mind. You know I have a fear of stuff like that. Now come lay down with me before I go lay down with cam Nash or Shawn." I said and he ran over and laid down next to me. This is great.

I woke up to Taylor packing frantically. "Babe?! What's wrong?!" I asked. "We have a tour stop that we leave for at two am tomorrow! Get packing and quit slacking!" He said... He sounds like my mom to be honest. I got up and got packed. A little while later when I was done Taylor was still going so I helped him. "I want panda. Can we get Panda Express?" I asked Taylor. "Sure. Are you gonna get dressed?" He asked. "Oh, yeah. Give me thirty minutes." I replied. He laid down on the bed and went in his phone while I went over to my dresser which wasn't very full because I'm a heavy packer but still picked out a white and blue tie dye cropped 'pink' tank top with white jeans grey Vans and a light grey cardigan. Then I did my normal makeup routine and then I did a fishtail braid. "Babe I'm ready." I said. "Okay let's go." He said. We left went and got Panda Express and when we got back everyone yelled at us for not getting them any. But Taylor and I didn't really care so we went up to our rooms to eat. "Hey Taylor?" I said. "Hmm?" He asked in the middle of a bite. "What city are we going to?" "Indianapolis." He mumbled because he hate it there now. "I'm sorry baby." I said leaning forward to kiss him but ended up spilling all over myself. "FUCK." I yelled. Taylor started laughing. Hey. At least I got his mind off it. I had food all over me though. "Hey, I'm gonna take a shower." I said. "Me too." Taylor said getting up. We walked in both stripped down and got in. We got a little off 'schedule' and turned the shower into a full fledged make out session plus more. If you know what I mean. Then we got out got in our pjs and went to bed.