Hey guys most of you know me from...well....everywhere.
And this is my life story and love life.
Where to begin....well...lets begin with my life story first. It's where I first met Eric too.
OK, when I was in 6th grade, I was at a bad time in my life. The year before two of my BEST friends completely abandoned me. All because a new student (a girl) told them the biggest lie ever about me. Then my main best friend, Sam, moved away because her dad who was absolutely insane broke into our school and tried to kidnap her and her brother. Our entire school had to go under lock down for an hour.
The beggining of 6th grade I had no friends, and I always sat alone. One day when I sat at lunch I noticed someone, a guy, he was gorgeous. His smile was so warming, and it made me happy. Then I saw him talk to this one emo/goth chick. Her name was Jordan too, so I thought I'd become her friend in order to get closer to this guy, I found out his name was Eric. So I walked right up to Jordan and asked her if I could sit at her table. She grabbed me by my arm, so hard I had hand prints, and she walked with me all the way to lunch. I never really got the chance to speak, but Jordan was the one talking. So I learned if I wanted to sit there the only time I was to talk was when Jordan asked ME something. Otherwise I did not speak at all. A few weeks had passed then, out of no where, she asked me who I liked, and I told her. ," That guy Eric looks really sweet." Her face turned from no expression to completely furious. She screamed at me, "Jordan that's not cool. I've told you this a million times. You're not pretty. Eric would never go for you. That's why when him and Megan break up. He is going to be mine."
I got up and took my tray up, then went to the bathroom. I looked down at the floor and saw I had scuffed my new shoes. I looked up just in time to see Jordan walk into the bathroom with a cig in one hand, and a lighter in the other. She noticed I was staring at the lighter and a smile grew on her face. Jordan knew I hated fire. She had told me about a time when someone made her so angry that she burned their house down while they were gone on a vacation. That day was probably the absolute worst day of my life, except the day Sam never came back to school. Jordan grabbed my arm, yet again, and drug me to the last stall and locked the door then blocked me into the corner. She lit her cigarette and handed it to me. I took it and attempted to throw it into the toilet, but she snatched my wrist and made a sound that sounded like a growl. She threatened to burn my house down while me and my family were still in it. Of course I'd believed her. She was a cold hearted girl, with too many problems. She made me take a puff, and I immediatly started coughing. It was absolutely terrible. When we heard a knock on the bathroom stall door, Jordan quickly threw the cigarete into the toilet, and dhanded me her lighter. I threw it down. We were taken to the Vice Principal, and given two days of ISS (In School Suspention), and then three days of CASE (It's where they send you to a buliding with nothing but your school stuff, and they make you sit at a desk ALL day. And you only get one restroom break. They made you keep your bag hanging on a hook sticking out of the wall. You weren't allowed to get it untill your time in CASE was done.)
When I went back to school I was back to being friendless, untill my old friends came to apologize because they found out that the new girl had lied to them. And we all walked down to art class together.
Here boys and girls, is where my romance comes into play :)
-Clarkeey
When we got into art class right away we were given assigned seats, and I will always remember how lucky I got that day. Mr.Nichols (or as I called him Mr.Mustache) he sat me right next to the one, the only, Eric Abell. I quickly sat down and pretended to work, and when he wasn't looking I would glance at him, and he always had headphones in so the only way I could start converation was by tapping him. And when I would do that I felt as if I was bothering him. There was a time when I actually had enough courage to ask him out, and I did, but he said no. And for a while I was upset, and jealous because I had found out that him and Megan (The preppy bitch at our school.) had broken up so I didn't understand why. Then just the next day I saw him start pinching another girls butt. The sad thing was she was in the same art class, and he did it right in front of me. I was absolutely devistated. And I was so hurt. It sucked to much, that I honestly didn't even want to be in art any more. So every art class I had after that, all I did was listen to my music and get on with my day.
Later on that month Eric, moved. And I was still kind of heart broken, because he was my first crush. After a while I sort of got over him, but there was always something that I felt I forgot to do.
I missed him so much.
Then out of no where he messaged me on Facebook. I can remember thinking to myself, "HOLY CRAP! ERIC FRIGGIN' ABELL JUST MESSAGED ME!!!!!!!!!!! Okay. Okay. Be cool, he said 'hi' what do I say. I have to sound interested...but not insane! Even though I am. OKAY! Just say 'hello' " I think I was a little insane back then. Well I was in a relationship with the biggest player on Earth when Eric and I started talking. He made me feel a million times better then Taylor (the player) ever could. Eric didn't seem like the type of guy he is ( sweet, gentle, charming, etc.). After a while I started to realize. That Eric would be a better choice for me. So I finally left Taylor, and asked Eric if he could come over. It was on a Friday, and it was 10:00 at night.
Almost immediatly my mom drove me to pick Eric up. I had been telling her all about Eric, and she REALLY wanted to meet him. So we arrived at his house and I was scared out of my mind if he would actually come with us. He came out in shorts, and a hat, and he looked SOO FREAKIN HOTTTT!!!!!!!!!! When we got home, I was so nervous I literally thought I was going to explode.
He had told me he was going to ask me out, I just didn't know when. I was going NUTS! Then right before I went to bed (he stayed the night) he had asked me. I was so happy!!!
And to this day, after ALL we've been through I am still the same crazy, Insane, chick. And I love him with all my Heart! Without him I would be nothing. He has made me a better person all around. He has made me try harder in school. He has been through so much. I can't see myslef without him. His life has been nothing but hell, and I will be here for him till the day I die.
