Inside a killer mind

How i feel..

  Have you ever thought about how you would kill someone? Or you've just hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them? Well that's me on a daily basis but I actually go through with my thoughts.

            Hmm what outfit should I wear to dreadful school again. Sweat? I think that's a great choice. Walking into school is like seeing all my worst enemy's at once. " Hey forget to change this morning emo!!" Says the school jock about every time I walk into school. I'm so glad it's my senior year so only a year left I have to deal with these idiots. Walking into math I see the person I would love to kill the most. Jenna James the popular hot girl who feels the need to bully everyone. " Hey there emo. Forget to change again did you? Here let me help you." As she poured her hot coffee all over me. That was the final straw. I jumped on her punching her with all my force. The thrill of watching her blood get all over my hands. I couldn't stop I didn't want to stop. Harder and harder I punched as I heard her scream for mercy. Someone finally pulled me off. Seeing her nose broken bleeding and her face covered in her own blood. It... it felt good.. I want to do it again. Of course though I got expelled for almost killing a student but hey it was so worth it. Sitting listening to my parents yell and gripe at me was the worst of it, but laying in bed imagining it again and again. I wanted to know how it felt to truly kill someone.

      A week later Jenna finally went home. I couldn't help but go see her. Good thing my parents where making me go "apologize" to her. I'm getting ready to leave and saw my dads gun on top of the fridge. I stared at imagining the bullet going through Jenna's head it felt so good to see it I slipped the gun in my bag and went too the car. When we got there I saw Jenna... she looked awful it made me smile. When we got in the house my parents pushed and pushed me to apologize and her parents looked at me like I was some killer... it made me snap I couldn't take it anymore my parents hate towards me, people judging me it was time to get revenge. One...two....three...four... mine and Jenna's parents where all gone. It felt good seeing them bleeding out on the floor just gave me a thrill. It made me laugh and seeing Jenna run away was hilarious. Then I just BAM!! And Jenna was gone for good. This was the best day I've ever had. The thrill and feeling of watching the blood pour out of there lifeless bodys, but it had to come to an end the police showed up and arrested me but that won't be the end of my story.....
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