What About Us, Well What About Me (Fuenciado Fanfic)

Did I do something wrong?

[A/N I have writers block really bad tonight, so if it's short that's why, love you my poop faces]

Jaime POV 

I didn't really get a good sleep because I kept waking up, but Vic was there for me the hole night. "Vic get up sleepy head," I said as I jumped on him, i'm so excited for tour today! "Okay, okay! I'm up. Now get off me fat ass!" I jumped off Vic, "get ready for tour and I will meet you here when i'm done?" "okay," he said as I walked out his room, closing the door.

When I got in my room I finished packing, brushed my teeth, changed clothes and started to clean up my room a little. I think I love Vic, he makes me happy and he is perfect for me. What if he doesn't love me back? What if this is just a joke or a dream? You know he doesn't love you, no one would love you. You;re just a ugly, fat, faggot. "shut up! shut up! shut up! You don't know Vic like I do. He isn't lying to me! He does love me!" I screamed and fell on the floor shaking and crying, i'm going to have a panic attack.

 "Jaime!" Tony yelled as he sat next to me on the floor rubbing my back, trying to get my hair out of my hands without ripping my hair out, he knew how to help me with my panic attacks. "Mike! Come here and bring me a glass of water quick!" Tony yelled, still rubbing my back. I felt a little better but I was still shaking really bad. "Okay, where are you?" "i'm in Jaime's room, he's having a panic attack," "Here," Mike said handing tony the water. "Jaime drink this, you will be okay. Tell me whats wrong, please" Tony said handing me the glass of water. I sat up and drunk the water still shaking and crying a little, "Tony, the voices, there back. They Vic didn't love me and this was all a game to him. Tony is that true? Please tell me the truth," "Jaime that's not true, I told you, don't listen to the voices, they lie just to hurt you"

"Why was Jaime screaming? Is he ok- What happened? IS he okay?" Vic said as he walked into my room, they were all in there now looking at me like I was a crazy syco. "I'm not crazy and don't look at me like I am!"I snapped. "Jaime come to my room, I have you're pills, don't be like this to them. They are just trying to help," Tony said standing up, holding his hand out to help me stand up. "Okay, i'm sorry guys, Vic Mike will tell you what happened while I go with Tony okay?" "Okay. I love you jaime," Vic said as I left the room, maybe he does love me and the voice was wrong, he was wrong about Vic before so he could be wrong now. I'm not wrong, I'm never wrong and You suck for thinking that I am wrong! You will pay for thinking I am wrong! The voice shouted in my head making my head hurt, "TONY! MAKE.IT.STOP!" I yelled, my head was pounding and I felt Like I was going to pass out, "here take these and lay down," Tony said handing me my pills, this is going to be a long tour this summer.

Vic's POV

I just got out of bed and I was starting to pack, when I heard some screaming coming from down stairs and I heard Tony yell something to Mike, he rushed down stairs, then I heard Jaime scream something out. I ran down sitars and walked into Jaime's room wondering why he was screaming why they guys were in here. "Why is Jaime screaming? IS he ok-" I couldn't finish my sentence once I saw what Jaime was doing I knew what happened, he was having a panic attack, but why? Did I do something wrong? Did he not love me? Was it me?

"What happened? Is he okay?" I asked, Did I do something wrong? I just stood there and stared at him. He is perfect why does he have to go threw this? Why can't he see that i'm inlove him? "I'm not crazy and don't look at me like I am!" Jaime snapped, I wasn't the only one staring at him then. Is that what he tough I thought about him? I would never think that about him, I think he's perfect, even after I saw him Have a meltdown. "Jaime come to my room, I have you're pills, don't be like this to them. They are just trying to help," Tony said standing up, holding his hand out to help Jaime stand up. "Okay, i'm sorry guys, Vic Mike will tell you what happened while I go with Tony okay?" So maybe he didn't mean what he said, or did he really think I thought he was a crazy syco? "Okay, I love you Jaime," I said as  he walked out the room, holding Tony's hand. He looked like a little kid holding his moms hand, it was cute, he looked cute. Vic stop! You need to know what just happened there! I mentally screamed to myself

"Mike tell me what happened please" I begged as soon as they left the room, I wanted to know what happened to my Jaime that caused him to have a panic attack. "Okay, he was screaming something about you, and they not knowing anything about you and how they were wrong about you and that you loved him, so i'm guessing the voices in his head was telling him that you didnt't love him and that you were going to use him. I don't really know the details, all I know is that I was packing then I heard Jaime screaming and Tony telling me to get some water and being it to him in here and I did," "Okay thanks. but I do love him, he is perfect and he means everything to me. I wouldn't trade him for anything in this world. I can't live without him," I said sobbing into Mike's chest as he held me. 

 "TONY! MAKE.IT.STOP!" I heard Jaime scream and that made me cry harder, how could he think that I didn't love him? "I'm going check on him," I said after I stopped crying. "Okay, love you bro," "love you too bro," I said and then I walked into Tony's room. "Jaime i'm here and i'm never leaving. Mike told me what happened and I love you so much. You are perfect and I don't care what anyone says I love you so much," I said and it was 100% true.

"I- I love you too Vic, I feel much better now but i'm very tired, can I take a nap in your bed?" "I wish you could, but we have to go. We can sleep in my bunk, I have a feeling that you are going to sleep there all tour anyways," "haha, okay babe, I'll go get my bags and head to the bus," Awe! He called me babe! That is so cute! "Okay, Love you," "love you too," He said smiling and leaving Tony's room. "Thanks Tony, for everything," "you welcome man, don't worry about it, but here. You're with him more than I am so if he looks like he about to panic give him two of these and he will calm down and i'm guessing he will need his depression pills too, so here," he handed me his pills, i'm glad he kept them now, "thanks," I said walking bout head up stairs to get my bags so I can take a nap with my Jaime. I'm tired from all that packing.

[A/N Is this a good chapter? I still feel like I write short chapters, I have so may ideas but that's for the middle of the story, sorry it took me a long time to uplade, but faster than yesterday! Love you my poops!]