"I absolutely adore him, he's so pretty and I really don't know why he can't see that himself. I love his voice, his hair, and his personality. He seems all edgy and dead on the outside but he's sweet on the inside, just a sweet lil boy. I'm sure he doesn't like me overloading him with all these things I say, because maybe he's not used to it, or maybe he thinks I'm being fake. I don't think he knows that sometimes he worries me, And makes me nervous, we have this thing for overthinking, we call it "brain future thingy" I overthink alot, because I'm so energetic over text, and he is a guy with little words over text, so I often feel over clingy. But that's ok. I'll just keep working at it. I try to do cute lil things like voice messages and make playlists for us, I don't think he ever listens to any of them. That's fine too, he's busy sometimes, I can't be on his schedule 24/7. I guess I could say I'm clingy because I'm afraid he'll leave. I should be used to it but I have a big heart like my mom's. I like it when we fool around with music together, or send funny memes when we run out of things to say. God he just doesn't know. Or maybe he does. And tries to distance himself from that stuff. He seems like that kinda guy, all grey and black, I'm just a lil rainbow that hopefully makes his day. I think some days he's happy to see that I text him. I hope he is. I try to make everyday for him Great, and don't call me a simp, he deserves to be happy. I hope he's happy :)" - 'Lyssa
