Forgetting Jamie

I Wanted

I wanted to forget, so badly I did. I honestly hated my my life but I could never admit it because it made me sound more spoiled than I already was. I got more than I ever asked for and I honestly didn't want it. She made me go to therapy for it but I don't know how she ever found out, I keep thoughts to myself. I didn't want people liking me for the amount of numbers that come on a cheque or on our bank balance. I didn't want any of it. I never wanted everyone cowering when I walk down the corridors, or begging for me to pay the slightest attention to them, I didn't ask for it, it was cruel, I punishment deserved. I wanted to forget so badly about the life that was filled with money and riches and people who adored/feared me. I wanted to start everything over.

Then my prayers were answered in the cruelest way...