Mumma!

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I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you soooooo muchhhhhhh! They say we need reasons to love someone! But trust me I love you so much not because there is some reason even though there are millions of reasons but then it's you! I don't love you because you are my son or something but then there is no reason that I don't love you! It's so hard not to love you yk kanna *chuckles blows a flying kiss*

I missed you so much! It's not even a week and I'm crying. See I'm crying even writing this! I miss doing everything with you and for you! It feels so incomplete without you! As if like I don't think about you or whisper to myself that you are okay it feels so weird I swear! You are like a forever thing going in my head and heart which never stops running!

I so wish to smash everything when I got to know you left without telling everything I don't even know what happened! Crazy? Numb? Crying? Angry? Hurt? Fear? God knows what! Literally millions of thoughts in mind yk- it felt never ending until I got your message sometime back! It felt as if I got my breath again!

I won't say you are my whole heart you are my whole world because one day heart may stop beating or world may get crashed but I'll love you with every heart beat of mine and I won't say I love you this much because you know, "maa k pyaar ka koi quantity nahi hota Naa hi koi invent kar paaya. Naa hi kar payega"

Infinity doesn't have a value baccha! I love you.

Okay you know there's a thing called 13 reasons why? Okay so let's try 13 reasons why I love you!
1. Because you are you!
2. Because you are my son!
3. You are the best!
4. You make me smile!
5. You comfort me like no other!
6. Never get enough of your talks!
7. Never get tired to be with you!
8. You make us proud!
9. Because just one message from you makes my day
10. Because you pamper me *smiles sheepishly*
11. A soulmate! Someone whom I can hold and walk with forever!
12. Broken heart but billions of smiles (that makes me so proud of you every single time I am with you)
13. You taught to love!
There are many more reasons but the chapter is going shoo long.

Everytime I talk to you, I just find myself being more careful with you and falling more and more for this cutie pie of mine *pulls your cheeks*

I miss you
I miss pampering you
I miss showering you with kisses
I miss your hugs
I miss your babyness
I miss making you sleep
I miss confessing I love you to you
I miss feeding you
I miss talking to you
I miss hearing you
I miss how you complain about things
I miss your naughty acts
I miss how baby you become
I miss my 3 yrs kid
I miss how you play with Coco
I miss making you understand things
I miss how you are yourself
I miss protecting you
I miss making food for you I miss your presence
I miss you baccha!

Not to forget I'm soooooo prouddddddd of you! For everything you do! For everything you hold on! For the way you are! It's so hard to stay away from you *crying face* shoooooooooooo badddddddddd ikkkkkkkkk

Uff okay even though ik I'll give you this instructions again, never mind!

Sleep enough
Eat well
Don't panic
Keep calm
Don't fight
Sleep with Blanket on
Have meds if you have fever (fever aane tak ka health kharab mat karo)
Control your anger (ye pakka nhi hoga)
Acchese raho
Idk about work I want you to be healthy
Acche dosth banao
Don't be alone
Keep smiling

Ohkay- bahut lamba hogaya ik but there are still a lot of things to say 1.1 ye book never ending hoga so I'm stopping it here.
Yaad rakho if I find atleast one scratch on you, you are getting silent treatment! +_+

Last but not the least I love you soooooo much! I'll miss you I already miss you *crying face* uff bye meko Rona hai!

Voldiesmoonxx. -twxlxght-

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