It'e been a while hasn't it? Well time for more angst!!
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Your POV:
Kids on the streets happily running around, adults selling cards, christmas decorations all aorund the streets, it was the time of year that i enjoyed the most, nothing can possibly ruin it right? I enter my dorm room to find my roommate wrapping presents up "Oh! You're back (Y/N)!" He exclaimed and stood up, Kazuha has been a friend of mine for years and us two are roommates at collage "so what shall we do today?" He asked with a smile "I don't know, maybe we can go gift shopping" You suggested "I already have my gifts!" He said proudly "Well yeah but i need mine!" You countered leaving both of us silent for a little until i broke the silence "Do you like someone perhaps?" he nodded as i widhed it was me, i walked to my room and ploppedninnmy bed thinking about what to get my friends for christmas
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The day of christmas has arrived! i woke up to kauzha and a friend of ours Heizou chatting, I rushed to open my gift to find that kazuha had gotten me a hair pin, and heizou got me a bag, i asked to speak to kazuha in a more private place and we both went to the kutch "I know it isn't the best tike to say this but.." I say leaving him puzzled "I liek tou kazuha." I finally spat it out leaving him shocked "I'll think about it." He left me in the kitchen as a tear fell from my face i whipped it away, my christmas was ruined. And i thought nothing could ruin it. I guess i jinxed it. I went to my room and started to play video games to forget what happened but i heard Heizou and Kazuha cheerfully chatting, god I was jealous.
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The next day I found kauzha getrinh ready it was weird since he never told me he had a planned occasion "what are you peeparing for kazuha?" i asked him, he flinched and replied "I was going to ask someone out-" he heard the door knock and opened it "Hello!" Heizou said as the door opened "Oh heizou! I was just needing to ask you something!" kazuha cheerfully as i went back to my room not wanting to hear any of it. He liked heizou. And I thought it wouldn't get worse, but I heard from my bedroom he liked him too. I began to sob as i stood up ro lock the door they both left and iw as alone in the dorm, I couldn't believe it. He liked him. My dag was ruined and I couldn't even lookmyself in the mirror, it hought to myself "Is there some thing wrong that makes me unattractive?" I Fell asleep hoping it was all a dream but it wasn't, i woke up to the sounds of heizou and kazuha chatting, god i wish i was 6ft under now.
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I have no idea what to write i'm sorry😭😭😭😭😭
