Mrs. Catherine (Sequel)

Prologue

tw // depression, self-harm

It's been years, yet this pain still won't go away..

I took psychology to help people overcome and heal themselves, but why can't I even help myself to heal? Do I deserve this trauma? Do I deserve all the bad things that happened to me?

Where will I go?

Who do I run to?

Years have passed and all I can say is.. you never heal, the pain is still there, but you are learning how to cope each day.. You are just going to learn and be expert on how to handle your episodes and self-harms, but you will never heal..

I've been through so much, but loving her...

Loving Catherine was probably the best days of my life, even if it's like a stab to my heart everytime I realize that I was just her student and nothing more.. I will never be Glenn, bragging and feeling proud that she's my girlfriend.

Because in the very first place, she's not mine.

I want to love without having to keep me a secret, I want to experience the love that doesn't hurt, I want to experience the love that I don't have to hide from everyone be afraid of the world knowing what's between us.

But, it was the opposite of what I've experienced with Catherine.

But it's the love that I wouldn't trade for anything.. It was the love that I would take a bullet for.

Was it always like this?

Was love supposed to hurt? This much?

Do I deserve to kept from the world? From everyone that she loves?

I don't...

And I know the only thing that will make me free from this pain, but I just couldn't do it..

I love her too much to leave.