i. The Inevitable

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by MinSUGAsSugar

by MinSUGAsSugar

Dear diary

How can one die but still live? Its impossible..isnt it? no. i saw him fall, like an angel from the heavens and hit the ground right in front of me, he let out his last breath and I saw him become pale, but i guess he didnt die because we met again and fell in love.
I was told that soulmates will meet one way or another. They have to, for that is why we live...to love.
Not even death can preclude it
Meeting your soulmate is inevitable but so is losing him...

~Ari

I couldn't move, I couldn't breathe, I felt my heart beating in my chest and then going up into my head.

It felt like the world froze. The air became cold, and everything went silent and I couldn't hear a sound, not a single dog barking, no children playing around, no chattering and laughing in the distance. The only thing I could hear was him gasping for air, grabbing his throat and gasping for air desperately.

A pool of dark red blood slowly started forming around him, seeping from underneath him and flowing gracefully towards my feet.

He was still gasping for air and looking at me as if begging me to save him, but suddenly he stopped, he became still. His body stopped moving but he was still looking at me with those sad but beautiful eyes.

I stared back.. it was all I could do. I still couldn't move.

As he looked at me, he slowly reached out to me and smiled peacefully. He took one last struggled breath and stiffened. His eyes were still locked onto mine, but his saddened eyes that were begging for help before were now peaceful and satisfied.

A single tear drop glided down his pale cheek. The air became cold. He was dead.

"no no no no NO NO!!" it was all I could say, all I could scream.

Why did it feel like I just lost someone who meant the world to me?

Who was this man?

Why didn't I do anything?

I could've saved him.

but I decided to run away, I called 911 and ran away. I was scared. What if they think I did it? What if they don't believe me? Why the hell didn't I do anything?

So many thoughts were going through my mind as I ran. I didn't know where to go, I didn't want to go home. So I stopped at a convenience store and sat outside.