Sara's point of view
I hummed a little, hard to say any.
'Don't cry, don't please' I chattered in mind.
He said nothing, I know he must have sensed it. like always.
"Hug me" see.
"Huh?" I asked him even so I heard it clearly.
"Hug me tightly" he said out of blue makes me cry more.
Why? Why is he making me so vulnerable. As much as I want to cry louder in front of him I don't want him to see me pathetic. I hate it.
"Hug me, will you?" He asked again. There is no anger or irritation in his tone.
"Not there, right on my chest" He hold on to my waist tightly made me laying on him completely "is my baby sad? you know I don-" He started. Comfort words for me.
'Please don't pity on me like this' I badly want to say but I would rather choose to say nothing and enjoy whatever he is giving me. I want it. We both know that.I snapped out from my thoughts when I felt he kissing my neck sensually. He is good at this. True that he is more aware of my obsession of neck kisses from him.
"Are you okay? " Adam softly asked while hugging me more into him. I just looked at him and smiled slightly. He never failed to put this 3 words in to me. He does care for me. Look at him, the smile on his face. Did I tell you how beautiful he looked when he smile. My man has the best smile.
'My man' Sound strange. I should use this word more often.
It's only few months prior to the 5th anniversary since I had Adam in my life. As a friend first but as a lover little later. Unknown to the fact the when did I fell for him, whenever it was I'm glad that I did. Pretty childish it is but I always been that excited little kid when it's about to our anniversary and him being him clueless as always. People say expectation is the cause of pain. Sure, what if I prefer pain more. I wish, really, to be more conscious about what I gotten myself in to. Only if I were more careful.
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𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄
RomanceShe should have known. But unknown to her she fell in love deeply. Strong feelings, it hurts. To her It's him or none.