My personal emotions

I'm sorry alissa

Alissa jae connell you are the love of my life and I wouldn't have it any other way. When I see you my heart skips a beat. I would die if I wasn't with you. If I'm not with you I'm in hell. But when I am with you I feel as if I'm In heaven. If I ever lose you I wouldn't ever have another reasion to live and when I call you hun I mean it. I quit calling other people that just so it could be special to you. I know I'm not very good at expressing my emotions to you but when I do I mean every last word to the moon and back over an unknown amount of times. But there's one thing I hope you know and no matter what as long as you know that I love you with all my heart that's all that matters. Baby I'm so sorry I made you feel like just another person. I feel like I need to redeem my self. I would realy hate my self if I ever lost you. Ever since I was young iv had a void in my heart and no one could ever fill it but you did. When you filled it I felt like I could take on the world. I felt for the first time in my life that I belonged. And if it wasn't for you I would have never felt as if I hade a family. Your mom and your dad accepted me into there life's as if I was already in it. So you make me complete and for that I have no reasion not to love you.