I just wanna share our love story of my boyfriend. This was started when I'm working in one of the private company as Officer In charge (OIC). I met him when my teller introduced me to him, when i've got his phone numbers…we became txtmates a little bit awkward coz im the one who first send message to him…it was Sunday around 2pm coz Pawnshop hour will be close until 2pm if Sunday, I was in my boarding house living room watching TV I don’t have anything to do coz one of my friend is sleeping I don’t have someone to talked..So I decided to send him a message saying “Hi im Sarah friend of Jovany, could you be my textmate? if I remember that time nahihiya ako at natatawa, ito kasi wala tayo magawa sa buhay naghahanap tayo ng malilibangan…but something nice happen sa ka boredom ko that time…To my bos “Sorry kong naisipan kong pag tripan ka before…pero thankful parin ako nag last at nakilala kita dahil sa wala akong magawa sa buhay at wala ako makausap that time.” :) For two months that he court me the more we talk the more we get to know each other and we both have common in things until we both feel that were in love with each other.
...And then everything starts @January 18-2007-(Star on top of the moon) the sight was simply awes0me and amazing, This is the night when my heart decided tö accept the love offer by a man, whö shöwed why he deserved the answered "Yes". In our 1 year and 8 m0nths of being together, everything seems right...He did a lot of things for me to shöw what is the feeling of being loved... A löts of sweet messages, dates and surprises, people get amazed every time they have seen us... But öne day, everything changed for an unexpected reas0n I decide to work abroad again a happy relationship we have unfortunately broke up... Of course I did hurt sö much, and couldn't believe why it happened, for the first month here in Dubai our relationship is complicated, we feel of sadness, loneliness, hatred, AWAY BATI SA TXT even sa call and maybe we both believe that being long distance relationship won’t work out…I knew it already and accept that it won’t work out anymore after that I didn’t even try tö catch him anymore kn0wing that he is not the right man who will hold on for our LDR situation, those promises and everything he showed me was fake, I just pray to Göd that "I hope s0meday He will come back at the right time if He is really mine...I keep moving on and kept myself busy for my new job just to forget him, and kn0wing that he's happy to his new ambiance of work in Palawan…We had our own life without each other. @Aug 8 2008 after 2 m0nths of our breakup. I try to contact but it seems he change his number…I can’t contact him and that’s the only time when my heart decided to gave up expecting that he might still come back to me.. I always dreamed of him “saying he still love me” and my friend says if you still dream the guy he is thinking of you why don't you contact him again.Woah! Despite of everything that happened I don’t believe it; I used to keep on silence. I enjoyed and love my wörk... Seems like everyday göes back to normal for me, there’s a lot of guys who tried tö catch my attention but no one can take it... hindi naman ako nagpapakipot kelangan ko lang that time na mag isip ng walang pinapakinggan na opinyon ng kahit na sino =) it’s between me and God ^_^
Until I finally got in a new relationship, but it did'nt last for a year, It didn’t work out... I think it just came intö difficult time of our lives that maybe God gave to us for His reason…I know that I try but still failed.Suddenly after two months God always sends his hidden reasons why I failed again for my another relationship… @March 16 2010 on facebook one friend request pop up to my notification, I just wondered who, it was Jes who request a friend to me, I didn’t refuse to ign0re him. I send message for just saying Hi! How are you? We exchange sending message contact each other phone call, yahoo chat, facebook chat. After a month when we have given a chance to talk seriously we open about our break up I ask him why he d0nt have a girlfriend after all..? He just answered that maybe it just n0t the right time for him. And to stop those awkward feeling I just told him “maybe you can’t forget me...” But what make me more confused when he told me "Yes, i didn’t even forget you" and he told me that he didn’t expect it, he just realized that the girl she used to kn0w and love was still remained, times passed I just find myself getting back to him, that the feelings we've thought was gone was still alive. Its the same old feeling, back again, it’s the Love that found us all over again.. Jes ask me to gave him an0ther chance, that he will n0t waste it anymore, he did'nt said promise he just said "THIS TIME, I'LL DO IT and I'LL PROVED IT .." inspite and despite of all what happened even we didn’t talk in person I gave him a 2nd and last chance.. We started over again our hearts in motion, we proved that love is sweeter, happier and m0re stronger this time. We can never go back and change what has been done, but we learned the lesson learned to make things better this time.. A lot of wonderful moments, celebrations happened, we've also got into more serious problems, i broke up him I try to provoke him just to make him jealous I try to have another new relationship just to test him how much he love me for every move that I show to jes how sweet I am to my new relationship im the one who get hurt, feeling ko hindi tumatalab ang pagpapainggit sa kanya hanggang sumuko narin ako, I am 100 percent single na at nagpakatino sa buhay single... I know I still love jes but then I decide to be single but in relationship with God..Jes and I became good friends, take care each other as a friend, were only friends iniisip ko dapat magkaibigan nalang kami ni jes para no pressure, no expectations, Hinahayaan kong si God ang gumagalaw sa love life ko, we both happy as a friend, we have sweet and kilig moment sometimes I want it to post but we try to be private our feelings without posting on facebook. He send me message every day, He have planned for my vacation, the food we will eat, the place we will hang out he has so many plans for my vacation. He keep on sending to me that we will see each other and I just only sending him back I don’t like to see you again I want that were gonna be friends only. ..Until im in our house already spending time with my family, Christmas, my Birthday, New year, He never failed to send message to me until the day I see him, he’s so excited to see me… every day lagi nangungulit tumatawag na magkikita nga raw kami sabi ko wala na ako pera pamasahi papunta Cebu, he said he will pay my fare lol so funny and sweet hahah ako pa galing abroad ako pa ang bibigyan ng pamasahi..one thing that flattered me most is even my family know kung pano nya ako suyuin para lang makipag kita at maayus ang relationship namin, I know that deep inside I still love jes, and I feel his sincerity to me, I know that for me were only friends but for him im still his girlfriend..he never gave up the second chance that I gave to him he definitely proved it me.
And then the moment has arrived, January 08 2012 finally I saw him personally he fetch me at pier and as his promise to me, we eat, shop to buy coupleshirt, go to church, we talk a lot, we enjoyed each other bonding with him, those 3 years that we didn’t see each other in person and mis-understood all are just vanished…and after a happy day moment @taxi on the way to my niece house and he will go back also to his work we're both quiet Jes is speechless and all he did is to hold my hand.. He got of my nerve, oh my Gød at this time I saw Jes crying, he just kiss me, but he never said goodbye. That was the saddest part for us, especially for me coz I will be leaving and another year again before i see him, and that scared me more, this time it will be more harder.. He told me he will wait for me, and I have to be strong, and think positive, Göd has a purpose.
"Distance" is not the reas0n to give up, it is just a matter of distance and time.. Someday, somehöw we are going to see each other again and prove that Long Distance Relationship Works and Worth it.. Thänks to facebook, skype and cellphones, and of course Thanks Göd because he's always there for us and leading us to the right direction of our life...
It was a greatest gift kn0wing that someone loves you so much even in distance and i kn0w this time we will hold on each other were doing the right thing and he see me come so far all he have to do now is to support me to achieve my dreams, and to trust me..There are times that circumstances and misunderstanding challenging us. I kn0w we're strong en0ugh to make it through, its n0t that easy, but if waiting is all that I can do so BE IT.. God kn0ws we worth it.. I don’t know what futures hold for both of us but one thing is for sure- I love Him, n0 matter what.. We will be here patiently waiting those moments again...and that is our story!:)
2007 - 2013 Happy Anniversary
from Dubai, UAE to Philippines.
