"You really love the moon..don't you."
"Of course I do, she's gorgeous...."
It was stupid, having a crush on someone I can't have but god was he pretty. Every time he looks at me I hope he thinks the same thing I'm thinking.
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Eyes lazily widening, I had just slept on my desk? My head rested on my cold desk, a few notifications from my phone, and a slight headache prior to last night's events. Groaning as I picked up my phone and quickly skimmed through my messages, notifs from Twitter, and some from Instagram.
But those didn't matter to me, the only thing that mattered was Larry. My shoulders tensed as I began to think about it once more. Larry should be alright now, if he's not then I'll just give him some space.
Opening up the discord app and seeing some notifications from the groupchat, I opened them and saw Messages from Isaac, Nick, and Larry. Worriedly hovering my finger over the "message the groupchat"
Sharply inhaling and tapping my phone, I began to type a short "good morning guys :fingers_crossed:" Isaac and Nick quickly responded, but no response from Larry? Frustrated, I skimmed my dms and clicked onto Larry's.
My heart leaped, beating out of its chest. God I was so happy, and why was he being so cute? He doesn't want me to cry
my cheeks started to heat up, NO AMARIS. stop it, he's just being friendly....nice......not flirting.......cute.......grinning ear to ear at his behavior I snapped out of my trance and opened up Spotify, deciding to listen to cute songs and think about him.
God, what was wrong with me? I'm so wrapped around his thumb that it's kind of embarrassing. rubbing my thighs together in embarrassment and for some reason I was flustered. He's just so perfect.
Squealing and kicking my floor I was so lovesick, I wasn't the kind to fall for a guy who flashes a smileI'm usually swoon but GOD I'M OVER THE MOON.
I hid my face in my sleeves. He definitely doesn't like me and even if he did I'm too hard to love, snapping out of my dumb fucking trance I looked up at my screen and decided to do smth I haven't really done in awhilestream.
Opening up twitch and hovering my mouse over the "Go Live" button. Eyes locked onto the words in front of me, I hit it. My waiting screen was on display as the song "perfect pair" by beabadoobee started playing. god, I love her.
After a couple of minutes, chat started to get active
Freaktea, Emily, and my other mods greet one another and other chatters. I grinned, this was gonna be a nice stream.
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I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN AWHILE
I started school and it's been a little stressful lately but do not fear!
