Terrified.
I was always the outcast.
I was always the loser.
I was always the one to bleed.
I was always the one to leave.
It happened because I kept thinking that I will always be an outcast, a loser, broken, and disposable. I was always like this but this is the last time I will allow myself to be like this.
I can't keep being an outcast.
I can't keep losing.
I can't keep bleeding.
I can't keep leaving.
I feel so terrified.
