Epilogue

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"We're going to play a new song tonight, if you don't mind." I announced to the crowd who was too busy screaming to probably even hear what I was telling them. "This one is a special song for me." I continued as the crowd came to an almost silent crowd because they wanted to hear what I had to say. "Despite what all of you say on twitter, I'm the farthest thing from perfect. I can't express myself well enough with words so instead of saying a formal apology, I wrote a song about it."

I stared at Peyton who was standing with John on the side of the stage. We never really told any of the fans that we were dating, but I'm sure that most of them could tell by looking at any of the band members, or even my personal, twitter.

"Ashton and I actually wrote this song with Alex from All Time Low this past summer because, let me tell you, I fucked up badly." I saw the parents in the crowd scowl at me because of my fowl use of language. "To the person who we wrote this song for, I know that we've worked things out and you've been begging me to hear the song that I wrote about our little mess, so I hope you enjoy this. And if you don't like it fu-" I stopped myself because I'm pretty sure that there was a mom in the back getting ready to throw a water bottle at me because I was about to curse yet again, "you suck. If you don't like the song then you suck."

The crowded cheered again. "This song is called Everything I Didn't Say."

"This is everything I didn't say

Wait, don't tell me

Heaven is a place on earth

I wish I could rewind all

the times that I didn't

show you what you're really worth

(What you're really worth)


The way that you held me

I wish that I'd put you first

I was wrong I admit

Numb from your kiss

While you were slipping through my fingertips


Taking every breath away

With all of the mistakes I've made

From all the letters that I've saved

This is everything I didn't say

I wish I could've made you stay

And I'm the only one to blame

I know that it's a little too late

This is everything I didn't say


This is everything I didn't say

Wake me up now

And tell me this is all a bad dream

All the songs that I wrote

All the wrongs that I hoped would erase from your memory

Holding onto a broken and empty heart

Flowers I should've bought

All the hours I lost

Wish I could bring it back to the start


Taking every breath away

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