Tale Of The Nine-Tailed: Lee Rang X Reader { Will be continued, I promise. }

Chapter 21. 사랑

If a person could feel the bluest it will probably be when they lost something. Lost something they truly wanted or loved. Or at least that's what I felt and know. 

I stared at the couple's kiss. If I dive into the specific parts, the couple is Lee Rang and Anna. My lips quivered and my hands trembled. But I did and said nothing. I thanked the deep dark shadow for covering my glass state. Why am I so fragile? Rang didn't do anything that would hurt me. He merely is kissing his girlfriend. I should go. 

Why stay around? 

I quietly as possible walked around the corner and buried myself in the shadows. Hoping and praying to God they didn't sense my presence or saw me. Because that would be embarrassing. A small chuckle left my mouth when I reached my secret base. I sat down and cuddled my legs to my chest. The sun was going down and the view was fantastic. 

I put on a sour-tasting smile by force. I must control myself like I always do, I can't go around like this! But a tear slipped down my cheek and then another one. The world must be snickering at me. I used to own confidence and control, look at me now. So pathetic, left to cry alone. I wish I could die at this point. I felt so pathetic and sad! And still, I refuse to believe the true reason. 

I refuse to believe I am blue after seeing Rang and Anna. I don't like anyone! How can I love someone when I don't even like anyone! That is just absurd. A small sob ran out from my lips. I tried to hold it in with all my might! 

" You know what? I give up! I give up! Fine! I admit I am in pain due to Rang and Anna's kiss. Now please can I just go back to normal and feel nothing...? "

I begged to the great nothingness. God please I beg for this to stop. 

" God, father please help me grow out of this feeling. I just want to be out of this! I want to control myself... "

My problems were not going away. 

" WHY ARE YOU NOT DRIFTING AWAY LIKE A DAMN RIVER?! "

I screamed. 

" 너 지금 뭐하냐? ( What the hell are you doing? ) "

I froze by the familiar sarcastic voice. I rather die than raise my head and greet him! Somebody kill me! 

" 대답 안 할거야? ( Aren't you going to answer me? ) "

Rang asked sitting beside me. His hand reached out and wiped my tear away. I looked away from him. 

" Why do you care? Why don't you just go off to your girlfriend? "

I snapped venom at him. Yet it didn't help to stop him from caressing my cheek. 

" Is that why you're upset? "

" NO! "

Okay, that might have sounded too defensive. 

" She's not my girlfriend, she's a girl who has a crush on me. "

" That's what they all say, now go away! "

" Stop being a Tsundere and look at me. "

Rang gently turned my face toward him, my tear-stained cheeks were embarrassing. I felt my breath quicken. My eyes darted around my light brown hoodie in embarrassment. 

" Mmhm- "

I gasped. What is happening right now? Rang was kissing me. Before I could process everything Rang had moved away. He smiled at me. 

" You have to return a kiss princess, now I feel sheepish. "

Without thinking I kissed him. On the nose. By accident. Rang looked at me for a few seconds before bursting into laughter. He hugged me tightly. 

" Stop laughing! "

I shrieked. 

" You're adorable. "

He said and squeezed me as if I was a doll. After a few seconds, I gave up and hugged him back. 

" So, is this a yes? "

Rang took me by surprise. 

" Pardon? "

" Is this a yes? Are we finally in a relationship? If not then... "

Rang moved away from me and got a box out of his pocket. He knelt before me. 

" Y/L Y/N. Will you be mine? "

The air seemed to grow hot like my face. 

" I-is this happening-? If this is a lie, I swear- I am going to murder you. "

I threatened. Rang chuckled. 

" I love you. "

" ... "

I was lost for words. 

" 사랑..해.. 요...... ( Guess what it means! The answer is in the comments. ) "

Rang asked for my hand and a ring was on my finger. I blushed madly. 

" Aw, you're blushing. "

He kissed my forehead. And I hugged him, burying my face into his shoulder. Tears streamed down my face once again. This felt so unreal. Rang must have noticed because he looked down into my eyes. 

" Why are you crying? "

He whispered. 

" No. I just, this seems so unreal. "

I mustered up the courage to leave my glass state. 

" This is not unreal. I love you. I love you so much Y/N. "

He covered my face with kisses. 

" Well, you weren't acting like it! "

I muttered with a smile. His lips twisted to a playful grin.

" I guess I am a great actor. "

" Whatever Rang. "

I shrugged. 

TBC. 

So for some who are confused, this is a short back story. 
A few days later, Y/N found Rang and Anna kissing. Heartbroken and not wanting to bother anyone she left her secret base. ( A garden she's been taking care of. ) She seats on a bench and talked to herself. Begging for the pain to stop. She's been perfect for her entire life, and she has fears of getting rejected and getting hurt. She also has never loved anyone in her life. At least not how she loves Rang. So this is new pain and knowledge for her. Anyways, Rang of course felt her staring at him and Anna and running off so he comes to find her. He finds her depressed because he kissed Anna and caresses her cheek. He kisses Y/N after calculating her reaction and her feelings for him. He admits everything to Y/N and Y/N breaks down the barrier she used to have with Rang. ( Only Rang, she still has barriers with others. ) Rang proposes to Y/N and takes her hand. Traveling a ring. Y/N is happy but scared doubts this is real and breaks down. Rang promises she's the one for him. 

This is what I have so far, I am sorry for not updating. I am busy because of Harry Potter stuff. ( I have a ship in mind called Tom X Harry. ) And I am busy with studies so yeah. I am very sorry, I will try to update quickly. By the way, this is like drama, so people with emotional problems shouldn't read this. A big dramatic part is coming sooner or later, so wait for that and I will see you later bye everyone. Thank you for supporting me and leaving kind comments. :3