With love, Amelia

2

Everything is all packed. Our flight to England is in three hours time. I got up in bed and made it for the last time. I grabbed my clothes for the flight and placed it on top of my bed. I plugged my phone to charge and quickly hopped in the shower. I can't believe that this is the last time I will be here. This house has been my world. All the memories that I had here will be brought to England. I just wish everything will be better once we arrive. It will be a new book for everyone to start a new.

I dried myself and head out of my bathroom. I put on my undergarments then my white jeans and laced peach top. I placed my gray cardigan in my bag since it's a bit hot in here. I walked up the dresser and made my hair. I just let it fall down since my curling wand is already packed. I applied light make up and put on some earrings and dad's necklace. After I packed the things that I used earlier, I looked around me. This is the last time I will see my room. The last time I will walk in here and say my secrets when I'm mad. I've had so many memories with him here. Wait ... I just had a thought of him. I can't believe it. I thought I forgot all about him.

I went downstairs to grab something for breakfast and to forget all that I was thinking upstairs. Mom and Conrad are eating their breakfast - pancakes. I sat down next to Con and mouthed him good morning. My mom then placed pancakes in front of me and I started putting some maple syrup and whipped cream.

"Are you ready to go?" Mom asked me and Con.

"Yes" Con and I said in unison.

"Well then, we better hurry up or else we'll be late" Mom said.

Mom cleared the dishes while Con grabbed his and mom's luggage. I went up straight to my room and made my final good - bye to it. I grabbed my two luggages - the rest were shipped to our flat, my phone and my purse. I headed downstairs and slipped on my brown crochet Toms. We flagged a taxi going to the airport.

As we reach the airport, we went to the counter to confirm our flight and check in our luggages. The teller gave us our tickets as we headed to the waiting area. We were queuing up to board the plane when my mouth fell and touched the floor. I saw him. He can't be boarding the same plane as we are. He can't be with me. I thought it will be peaceful for me in England. All my hopes were too high. It was too good to be true. He can't be going to England with me. "Mia, did you hear me?" Con asked, disturbing my thoughts.

"What? Sorry. I was just thinking of something."

"I said that I will take the seat by the window because I know how you hate seating by the window in planes. Anyway, are you alright? What were you thinking?"

"Oh okay. Thanks. You know me too well brother."

"Of course, but how will I know you too well of you still haven't answered my two questions."

"I'm sorry. I'm alright. I was just in deep thoughts."

"Mia, I know you too well if you are keeping something from me. From the look on your face, you don't look okay. Just tell me now before whatever that is becomes worse." Conrad pushed.

"What if we don't move to England?" I finally gave in.

"What do you mean? We talked about this with mom. Emily is also there. Why are you doing this now?"

"I can't. What if going to England was a mistake. What if my past here will haunt me there. I can't afford to have much pain than I am realizing right now."

Conrad hugged me tightly and whispered, "They won't haunt you. I will always be here for you sis." "Thank you" I whispered back then letting go from our hug. We finally got seated in the plane after what felt like days. Making his promise, Conrad sat by the window. I then sat next to him then mom by the aisle. I browsed through the booklet of movie selections - there was nothing good to watch. I ended up snuggling with my grey cardigan and fell asleep on Con's shoulder. I made a mental note to thank him when I wake up.