They'll Always Just Leave you Hanging...

A Secret Habit

⚠️MAJOR TW FOR SUCIDE, SELF-HARM, SMOKING, MAJOR BULLYING, AND  HOMOPHOIA/TRANSPHOBIA, DO NOT PROCEED IF TRIGGERD BY THIS!⚠️

Marcy: non-binary polyamorous lesbian, they/them.

Anne: Trans female polyamorous lesbian, she/her.

Sasha: genderfluid polyamorous bisexual, she/he/they.

They're all dating because I said so.

This is also the first ever fanfiction I have written so yeahhhh

Enjoy I guess

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It was a relatively normal day at school for Marcy, but their two awesome girlfriends weren't there.

Anne's parents' restaurant was getting a lot busier so Anne had to step in to help more often and Sasha was dealing family issues but she said she would be back today after school was over.

Lunch finally rolled around but instead of going to the cafeteria, Marcy went to the back of the school. No one ever went there unless they were doing drugs or something. Marcy rummaged through their bag and pulled out a small box and a lighter. They opened the box and took out a cigarette, putting it up to their mouth and lighting it.

Marcy recently started smoking after a friend pressured them to try it and it somehow relieved their stress, they started to do it whenever they felt like shit but they've been doing it more often lately.

Whenever they where having a bad day they would go to their usual spot behind the school and smoke, her girlfriends caught up to the pattern and asked them about it but they just lied and convinced them they had to use the bathroom.

"Why am I like this? Why can't I stand up for myself? Why do I always rely on Sasha and Anne to protect me, they probably just pity me." Marcy thought to them self as they watched the smoke cloud coming form the cigarette in disappointment.

The fourth period bell rang witch snapped Marcy back to reality. They quickly put out the cigarette and tossed it on the ground, Marcy wasn't usually one to litter but they didn't want to be late and there wasn't any trash cans around.

They made it to class early to study as they usually do but they couldn't focus on their studys this time, instead they just escaped into their head until they heard the late bell. As the teacher was teaching them things they needed to know for the upcoming test Marcy found herself lost in their thoughts. It wasn't like them to ignore the lesson but they just couldn't help it, it's like no matter how hard they tried, they kept wondering if Sasha and Anne even loved them.

They where so distracted by their own thoughts they didn't even hear the bell telling the students to make their way to 5th period. Marcy just sat at their desk while all the other students where rushing out the door to their next class. "Uhh hello? Earth to Marcy." Said Alice, waving her hand in front of Marcy's face. 

Alice was one of her mutual friends, Marcy only really talked to her because she was hanging out with Sasha.

Marcy snapped out of their daydream realizing the bell had rung, "Oh, sorry I guess I got lost in my head again!" Marcy said in a panic, rushing to get their stuff together.

They heading out the classroom to their locker where they saw a picture of them and their awesome girlfriends taped to the locker door. "How do they even deal with me, I'm such a cluz always getting us into trouble." They whispers to their self as they grabbed their books and closed the door, heading to their next class.

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Author's notes:

I know this chapter is very short but I'm just not good at making long chapters so they'll be like around  500 words because y e s, anyways I'll be working on this instead of sleep. This fanfic totally isn't inspired off a role-play.

Also I know when I first wrote this I gave Marcy she/her pronouns but I decided to change it to they/them :)