Texas Dirt

chapter 10

I survived the plane ride all the way to New York and oh did I tell you that my varsity football player boyfriend didn't come by to my house to say bye and he lives like a block away. How selfish is that? I get that he doesn't want me to leave him but this could be my big break, I could be the next Kendall Jenner- former cheerleader and full time model traveling the world and making bank.

"Hey dad" I said swirling around on the chair

"Why are you so happy all of a sudden? Is it the big day?" He asked knowing about my modeling gig

"Nope that's in two days it's the dress fitting and the makeup and UGH!" I sighed smiling ear to ear

"never seen my Kenina this happy" He called me by the nickname he only calls me

"Awh pops" I said giving my grandfather a fist bump

"Pops dad told me that he did modeling as a teenager, what do you think?" I asked chuckling

He laughed "Oh your father? No-no he did a commercial and had a photo shoot that's all"

"Modeling pa" My dad corrected

"Well I gotta go a model's gotta get to work" I waved goodbye grabbing the keys to my rover, I left my g-class back home in Texas it'd be a waste of money if I had it delivered here

I made a turn in 21st street and parked my car. I sat in my car for a moment grabbing my wheels and breathing heavily. "I got this" I whispered to myself

Ding Ding! My phone buzzed a text, it appeared as Lance😩🙈😘💘 I sighed. I took my phone and grabbed my purse walking out my car and into the studio, I stopped and smiled "You go Ken"

I didn't bother reading his text, maybe later so I don't go to work all depressed.

"Oh hey it's the famous Kendall Price" The head of director clapped giving me a warm welcome hug

"You are gorgeous, I can't wait till we start working" She squealed happily

"I believe you've had a tour with your uncle the other day?" She asked me

"Oh yes, it's very gorgeous in here." I smiled looking around

"Then I guess I don't have to show you where the dressing rooms are, Tyla the dress director or whatever she does with clothes will help you, she's the curly haired black girl" She called in a racist way

"Oh yeah, thanks" I smiled with no teeth

I put on the dress she told me to wear, there's at least 12 outfits I have to change into and then the finale outfit which makes it 13. When It was my turn I stood up straight and walked the catwalk, you can't smile when you're modeling clothes, you need to keep a straight face almost looking like you're mugging someone. I tried my hardest not to laugh and smile at this very perfect moment, who knew I'd become a model over night? Most certainly not me!

After the show I changed into the most comfortable clothes I had in my bag, Birkenstocks make my feet go wild it's the most comforting ever!!! I took a picture with all the models that were there with me and they were super nice!

I came home to our vacation house- where I'm staying at after I've left my dad's & pop's this morning. I jumped on the bed and stared at my phone for awhile that's been buzzing forever, I forgot something!

"PARTY!" I stood up all of a sudden

I called up a few friends living in New York to come join my last minute party more like last second party, It was to start in two hours so I grabbed my keys and went to the first opened grocery store I saw was open, grabbed a lot of chips and sodas and balloons and anything party wise, didn't have to worry about alcohol I already have that in the basement- SSSSSSH!

This party is going to be wild! Get to see some of my old friends and go back to partying with them, oh damn this is exciting. I pumped up balloons scattering them around the house and the fog machines and bubble machines! I left the door open and damn a shitload of my old friends coming in and screaming my name in excitement! They all gave me hugs

"Kendall I've missed you!"

"Kendall you look great!"

"Kendall long time no see!"

"Kendall Price major hit in town"

All these greetings they come to say aren't welcome home, i have to admit I am home sick I am 100% it kills me not to be in Texas just the same feeling I had when I first set foot in Texas missing New York- maybe I don't know what i want yet even at 17 you don't know. Maybe you say you do but the truth is you actually don't, we've got a big life ahead of us worry now rather than worry later.

The party was over and I had to clean all this up by myself until 4 in the morning! I looked over at my phone and scanned through all my missed messages- Lance😩🙈😘💘

I clicked the message opened and Oh god Lance's apologies and I hadn't answered in forever! Instead of giving him long messages I want to talk to him on the phone instead.

"Lance?" I answered

"It's good to hear you're alive" He joked around

"It's good to see you care" I let out a laughing sigh

"Hey look Lance I'm sorry for the way I've acted I'm sorry okay? It'a just that you weren't there when I was leaving and I was really disappointed and you got my hopes up" I explained without stopping to catch my breath

"It's fine baby- really. I'm sorry too I couldn't watch you leave me like that it's just too much to handle and I don't want anyone to actually see me cry my eyes out" He laughed through the phone

"I can't wait to see you in a week" I spoke sounding pumped but looking dreadful

"Or now" He ended the call

I heard a heavy knock at the door I peaked at the eye hole and freaked. I opened the door and gave Lance a big hug.

"I love you Lance" I shed tears on his Stüssy hoodie

"I love you too Kendall" He kissed my forehead

A/N

I APOLOGIZE I HAD YOU GUYS WAITING ON CHAPTER 10, FINALS HAS BEEN KILLING ME BUT GLADLY SCHOOLS OVER FOR ME!! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER OF VARSITY BLUE AND YOU LIKW IT ENOUGH TO GIVE IT A LIKE/STAR !! TAKING RECOMMENDATIONS ON CHAPTER 11!! JUST TELL ME (:

xoxo nats 💜

☀️ have a great summer ☀️