I wrote some poems lol

Blueberry muffins!

7 in the morning,
Shutting off the irritating alarm as it goes beep beep,
Squeezing my eyes due to scorching sun,
And rolling out of the bed, lazily.

A house,
Living on my own,
Door dashes and domino's orders,

Once in a blue moon
I do clean ; with
Hair tied up in a bun,
And blasting high volume pop hits,
Watering dead plants,
Washing dirty dishes,
Lying tired on the floor,
After all those chores.

Weekend parties and
Productive weekdays
A woman paying bills,
Rents and taxes.

Is all I thought,
I planned,
I'd be
by twenty three!

Oh shit, did I pour a lot?
Out of your heart? You may ask
I say;
"Into the bowl"

I was getting ready to bake blueberry muffins,
Hands were busy but mind was indeed busier,

As I put the right amount of all purpose flour, next goes baking soda along with a teaspoon of baking powder.
Little bit salt and butter. Don't forget the sweetness as in sugar. 1/2 cup would be just enough.

So coming to my 22nd birthday
When things took a huge turn,
Downhill?  You may ask,
I say;
"To the peak"

You were never a part of "The plan"
Late night calls,
Roller coaster rides,
Ice cream on rainy days,

The first ever sunset I watched,
It was all magical,
Just like you.

There was definitely something; in your eyes,
Which made me,
Stare at them all day,
So deeply, so closely.

Warm, safe and happy
Were those days...
Until something cracked,

Just like these eggs. I put 2 large ones and gave it a good mix. Some oil and milk, to be precise 1/3 cup of each. I made sure I used the finest berries,
just like your love for me.

I had cancer,
Docs said I'd die,
And all I wished was,
For it to be a bad dream,
Just so, the next second I'd wake up,
In your soft embrace.

I wanted to,
See you,
Be with you,
For the rest of my life.
I didn't wanna break our promise,
"Grey hair and
White beard,
Together, forever."

But you kept quiet,
Held me tight,
Helped me get through it,
With all your might.

You put a ring on my finger and said
"We'd made it out of this mess"

After all these years, I finally say;
"Darling, we made it!"

All I remembered was, that night,
Your shirt was completely wet,
And soaked in my happy tears.

I popped the muffin cups into the oven,
And waited for it to bake while,
Admiring your diamond on
My ring finger.

The next morning was the first ever time,
I baked you,"blueberry muffins"
And it's still "your favorite!"

It was ready,
Fully baked,
Fresh and crisp!
And when I took a bite,
All I could say was;

"Nothing has changed."