Fighting For Eachother

pleasure

When Ria and I ride around the city with our motors, I cleaned my head

And it's also two am. So I might just think differently. That's how I think sometimes, different at two, one, three am. I don't know.

Fucking weirdo.

So I'm calling him.. Yeah, amazing!
He answered in two seconds

"Stasia! He-! I'm outside, can you get out so we could talk? Please?"

After silence I sighed "I don't want to see your face."

"Ohkay. Um..look. I'm really sorry. For what I did and- fuck Angel, I didn't mean any of it. I really didn't. I regret every word I said. I- I'm sorry okay? And I know you can't just forgive me but Angel I'm not fucking working without you." He said and I stayed silent and I groaned

"Fine, I'll come outside. But just beacuse I want to." I said and got out of the bed, then going to window to see if he was here. Sure he is.

"Mhm" he said and I ended the call. But it's true, if he wants to lie to me he can lie to my face. Also, I want to see the look in his eyes when he's talking.

I pulled the hoodie I was wearing these days, it doesn't stink. Just to inform you.

It's so cozy and it smells good.

When I got downstairs I tried my best to not wake anyone

I opened the door and got out. I put my arms on my chest "I'm here. You can continue." I said and he came closer to me

But he wasn't so close ,so okay I guess

He started talking but then his eyes went on my hoodie and he smirked
"Is that....my hoodie?"

I fastly look down and oh god. It really was his. I'm going to diee

"Hm. I don't think so. But are we talking about my hoodie or are you going to continue?" I said and he smiled and nodded

"Look Stasia, that what you heard-" here we go "wasn't about you."

Su- hold up. What? Okay yeah definitely. Def. And I should believe this beacuse....?

"It was about my mom." He said and I really looked in his eyes now. I see sadness, regret, and I could see that he's tired

"Isn't your mother dead?" I asked and he nodded, huh?

"She is dead to me. But she's physically alive. Look, she's alcoholic and she abused me and my brother when we were little. She tries to call me almost every day and thinks that I love her. Which I fucking won't and I'm not.

And what I said to you...I just said it so you could hate me."

"Kayden no matter what you do or say to me, part of my heart will always love you. I can't hate you. What the fuck are you thinking"

"Stasia... I needed you to hate me beacuse I will go in a few months. I'm going to die. I'm fucking dying! And I don't want to fucking hurt you when I do!" He said and tears falled down my face

"No. Let me talk. We know that I will die-"

"No no no no. Kayden please shut the fuck up. Don't say that shit! You won't die! You won't! You can't." I cracked at the end and he looked at me like he's hurt

"Angel we know I will. I can't help it. I'm glad that I can even be out of the hospital. It's miracle I got six months. Now five almost " he said and I shook my head

"Please shut the fuck up "

"It's true Stasia! It's fucking true! And I knew that you will be hurt! Look at you! I'm still here but your crying like I'm dead!"

"Beacuse you said that you will die! I don't want you to!"

"But I fucking will! We can't do anything about it!"

"No. We can. Just- give me ..few hours just. I don't fucking know! I don't know what to say or to think! I just found out that my parents were actually my foster parents! That my real ones died when I was 15 but I don't give a fuck beacuse they never called or gave shit about me! It's too much beacuse I just found out that you have five months instead of six! It hurts beacuse I don't want you to go!" I said and he bringed me to his chest, hugging me tightly

"I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry my love." He said and kissed me in my hair as I sobbed yet again, I put my arms around his torso

I don't want him to go. I can't be without him. I really can't.

And I hate it. I hate it beacuse I'm that fucking attached that if he dies I die too.

"Please can you forgive me-" he said but I pulled our lips together and he didn't hesitate to kiss me back

Our lips moved in sync, it started raining a few minutes ago.

But the kiss was different. It was about anger and sadness. We kissed like we are going away tomorrow. I opened my mouth for him more and he put his tongue deeper

He moved us so my back pressed the car and he removed one hand from my neck to open the car

Not letting the kiss go

We got inside, me on his lap and we depend the kiss even more, I hummed in pleasure and he groaned

My hands were around his neck and I was now moving back and forth, he pulled away from the kiss to let us breathe but I only started kissing him on the neck

"Oh God Angel" he groaned and I just smirked, knowing that he's enjoying it

"God I love you" he said and bringed our lips together, I smiled in the kiss and he let the seat fall so he was now laying on it

I took my opportunity to put my hands on his shoulders and to move forward and backwards harder

He groaned and he tried to put his hands on my hips but I put my hands on his and put his arms around his head, holding them like that

I kissed him and he mumbled fuck you and I smiled

"Is this fucking torture?" He said and I nodded laughing

"Oh? It's funny? You think it's funny?" He said and I started kissing his neck again, smirking

He turned us around so he was now on me, oh oh

He smirked at my reaction and started kissing me on my neck and sucking at the spot, I fucking moaned and he smirked,he did that as he pulled one finger inside me and oh God

He kissed me everywhere, and I mean everywhere except my lips

He's kissing my hips now and I moaned from the pleasure "can I remove these?" He asked as he was holding the end of my shorts and I nodded

"Words love" he smirked

"Y-yes! Fuck go" I said and he smirked, pulling them away

"Can I ?" He questioned and I nodded
"Words" he smirked

"Yeah. Yeah please fuck c'mon" I groaned out of frustration

"Tell me what to do "

This bastard" you know what to do."

"Tell me."

"Touch me Kai. Fuck touch me, give me pleasure" I said and he smirked kissing me at lips and then putting two fingers inside me

"Oh-"God. I moaned out of pleasure but I also groaned beacuse I wanted more

He like he knew that and he put another finger inside going very slow
"Fa-faster." I said as I moaned and cried

I'm crying beacuse I fucking want more. And beacuse of pleasure. Oh fuck what is he doing to me

Damn! This is the end of this chapter and oh my.

I'm cringing on what I just wrote 😭! Don't kill me, I don't know how to write fucking smut and we're all dirty minders so um imagine anything lmao!