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"Me sure😫" 6:23PM
It's like things just took a hard left the moment I read that, I mean this is that point where I just can't make sense of it all anymore. Things got away from me, and just goes from bad to ridiculously worse.
Yet those words had cut deep, deep because I know good and God damn well that she was too naive - if not plain stupid - to understand just what exactly she was saying to me.
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"😭 Me no know what to do" 6:23PM
This stupid likkle pickney couldn't possibly be trying to manipulate me, could she? I can't help but try to make it make sense in her mind, she no have no idea how she a grieve me!
I need to keep my composure, I don't want to kill the mood but my gaze was drifting out into the procession of passing cars, thinking back to that night, did I really let my guard dow...
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Incoming Call 6:24PM
Tiana (work)
Fuck!
I have to admit that my heart skipped a beat juss now, but she cyah bomboclaat serious, not a rass.
A wa dis tho God?!
She was being the very thing I hated and love to hate, a victim; all of a sudden I should know what she must do? Like she wasn't there - an adult! - when we decided to play with fire; a cause she no know how it a bun me to bomb...
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*Exhales in frustration**
Why life a choose now to do this to me? Me cyah bother wid them sith'n ya e'no, me just want to...just explode!
This was all my fault and I knew it, but I am more angry at myself for not being able to do anything about it at this point.
Me just hate this woman, me juss want to just...
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This is the part where she starts losing her shit, right? Start to contemplate some unreasonably unrealistic interpretation of the sequence of events that - of course - ends with the blame squarely at my feet.
I can't believe this! Wait! I'm too paranoid about this type a thing to play no loose ball with someone like her. Of course a lie she a tell...pssshhh.
I can't manage this in my life right now! She better find s'maddy else fi stress out with this fuckry. She clearly no know me, cause me no play certain game...
No!
Me just frass, weed a kick man...
Muss!
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"Bb, I'm leaving now" 6:25PM
