Poems.

I love you, But i dont know how to tell you.

Daydream.

Dragonflies flitter,
Water ripples,
Cicadas chirp.
My heart leaps with spring,
When I'm dancing with you.

I look into your eyes,
I find you looking back at me.

Unrequited Love

I knew, and yet I fall.
Into your arms I hope.
I fall, uncaught.
Shattered and broken,
I fell yet again.

Agony

Torrentous Cacophony
Words and sounds
Emotions are a mosaic
Words are distorted sounds
My thoughts surreal yet clear
I try to cry out.
Nobody heard me.
Deeper I go into the spiral,
Everything, everywhere at once.
How to act? How to feel? How to stop?
Shut it off, shut it off, shut it off.
My voice so vibrant yet quiet, why try?
Deeper I go. Unheard. Silenced. Spiraling.
Shut it off. Shut it off. Shut it off.
I reach out all open, yet I am shot down.
Nefarious buoyancy on these perilous waters,
Drowning, yet not sinking.
Open, yet ignored.
Help. Me.
I scream, but dread drenches my lungs.
I breathe, but my heart aches.
I sleep, but my eyes burn.
I try, but I'm not heard.
Help me, please.

The Princess and the Walls that bind her.

I look into your eyes, searching.
I find nothing.
Is it just me? Or is there something?
I try to approach.
like a mouse, I scurry away.
Dumbfounded, I wrack my brain.
I want to be found, like a treasure locked away,
The guarded walls must come down, for the princess to be rescued.
I loathe, being locked up forever, stuck in this game.
Unlimited knowledge, and yet I'm paralyzed.
Left in the dark, I cry.
Will I ever be saved?
I loathe the outcome. I know the result.
And yet, I must take the leap.
Into the walls I dive deeper, afraid of the war on the outside.
I know I must crack them down.
Maybe, just maybe, when the walls crack and the gates flood, I will be healed.
Or shattered, never to be surfaced again.

I love you, you idiot.

How I long to tell you.
I love you, dummy.
But I hide, weary of exposure.
So in love, I break myself.
Bittersweet whispers of a happy ending.
To risk it all, or to fall again into shadows.
Torn in half.
In the end, I have no choice.
I love you, you idiot.
Even if you don't care.
I love you, you idiot.
Even if we never talk,
I love you.