ennui | junshua

six

seconds turn into hours as hours turn into day and days turn into weeks.

three weeks, they didn't even bother to speak to each other, not even a 'hi, hows your day?'

it was just quiet, they both were doing things to distract themselves, not wanting reality to hit them hard. at this point it felt like it was over, they both didn't even bother anymore.

but joshua just hated himself. he felt stupid for starting the arguement.

his phone was right in front of him, he was so tempted to ask jun to meet up with him and try to sort things out, but he just knew junhui didn't want to. he knew junhui would just burst into flames and make things worse for the both of them.

but the phone was right there.

without thinking twice, he grabbed the phone and texted the younger, not knowing what future could come to him.

he types it and sends it.

joshua couldn't believe he had the actual confidence to do such thing. his heartbeat went faster by second, he couldn't help but check if the boy replied. he turns his phone on and off every five seconds, making seungcheol worried for the boy.

the leo knew what the sagittarius was going through very well, he knew what could make joshua up and what could make him down. he knows, if jun ever tries to break up with shua, the american would never move on.

he asks the younger if he was okay, he knew that joshua would say no, he knew, but he wanted to provide comfort for him, no matter what answer he got.

he got a sad smile in return, he got off the couch and gave him a small hug. it's all he can give joshua at the moment. as he lets go, he finds joshua clinging onto him, "i don't wanna let junhui go" he mumbles.

the older pats the back of the younger as he hear soft sniffles coming out, he nods and sighs. he never knew he had the actual urge to punch the shit out of someone. "i understand shua, it's okay" he continues comforting him.

.
jun hasn't moved a single bit from his bed today, he was just laying there flat the whole time, rethinking about the fight he had with joshua. it was only now that he realizes his mistakes. the boy was regretting everything he did wrong that day.

he sighs and gets his phone, distracting himself from these thoughts, scrolling through the missed calls from minghao, seeing all the messages his friend has been spamming him with.

bitchao
junhUI MOON
you dead mf who called me useless
WHERE ARE YOU
missed call at 8:19am
aNSWER ME
answer mw BEFORE I
i dont have a threat right now
BUT ANSWER ME!!!
missed call at 8:20am
JUNHUI WEN
WEN JUNHUI
ASSHAT
JULY!!!
HELLO!!!
WHERE ARE YOU!!
I NEED DETAILS OF YOUR DATE
missed call at 8:23am
M
O
O
N
J
U
N
H
U
I
….
missed call at 8:25am
missed call at 8:30am
missed call at 8:35am

dni with him
what the fuck

bitchao
FINALLY
i heard.
about your date

dni with him
…
whos the extravert again?

bitchao
ANSWER ME

junhui rolled his eyes, typing a reply for the boy who spammed him the whole morning. he didn't get where minghao heard it from, but he knows minghao has connections.

as junhui types, he sees a text from joshua.

shua my love
hey um.
can we talk about this?
at least this weekend?

//
school is starting
in less than a week help.