Chapter 1

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I struggle to walk in a straight line as I was terrified at what I was about to do. I tremble and shiver non stop.

I look up and see Ni-ki and immediately thought it was the time that I've always been waiting for.

Even though he was talking to his friends Jake and Jungwon; I still wanted to do it because I didn't know when else I could do it since he has always been busy.

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"I like you!" I quickly say as I squint my eyes shut whilst looking downwards as I didn't want to make eye contact. It was embarrassing enough to be able to shout that in front of
Ni-ki and his friends.

"Girl cmon let's go, don't embarrass yourself" I hear as Ava grabs me by the back of my shirt. Dragging me somewhere else quickly.

I bet his face was all red from embarrassment. I mean, I wouldn't know. I didn't get a chance to look at his face.

***

"How did he look like when I confessed? Did he smile? Did he look proud? Do you think he likes me back?" I quickly say whilst looking so happy as I wiggle cutely left and right excitedly.

"No bestie, his face looked in disgust. Hence why I dragged you here with me." Ava replies whilst patting my head gently.

"Aw really..?" I pout. "It's okay, better luck next time"

"Do you like him that much?"

"Yes and I think I have a chance just bare with me."

I stomp my feet in furry as I wanted to hear him say how much he loved me. And yes, I am going back to him. I want an answer. Right here right now.

I've always loved him from the first day of school, I'm not missing the shot, not this time at least.

"Where do you think you're going this time?" I hear Ava shout as I get further and further away; on my way to see Ni-ki.

"I'm busy!" I shout back without looking back as I was in a rush.

***

"Hey Ni-ki.." I nervously say to him.

"Guys could you give us a moment?" Asked
Ni-ki towards his friends. Whilst rolling his eyes.

***

"Sorry for before, I unexpectedly said it and I'm sorry."

"It's alright as long as you didn't mean it. Because I don't like you and never will."

My heart fully sank as I hear them words come out of his beautiful mouth. I was not surprised at all as I knew he wouldn't like me back but I still took a shot.

He was waffling more about stuff but I wasn't focused on what he was saying as I was more focused on his lips.

Every inch he moved; his lip did too. His lips are so soothing soft and creamy in a way. They look incredibly kissable. I had the urge to kiss em without a doubt.

As he keeps talking about stuff; I slowly lean towards his lips and kissed them. Without noticing what I was doing. Almost as if it was a normal thing to do; kissing someone that doesn't like you back.

I felt someone push me hard whilst I was still unconscious of what I was doing. It was Ni-ki ofcouse.

"What do you think you're doing?" He shouts as he panicked and looked extremely discombobulated.

He slowly gets closer and closer to my ears and whispers something shocking.
"I will never love you back.. just so you know"

Usually, when boys whisper in my ears I get all red and my heart flutters. But this time it didn't; I felt like my heart has shattered.

"I know.." I reply to him as my tears are slowing approaching my eyes ready to fall out continuously.

He pushes me once more and walks off giving me an angry stare. I felt relieved that I got to confess but I didn't want it to turn out like this. I never did.

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