The Real Me (BXB)

Chapter Three

Trigger warning mention of abuse

Hayden

She left the next day and I was more than happy that she did. I stayed at home for the rest of the week because of my injuries.They weren't that bad thankfully, but I really wasn't in the mood to go to school with these bruises.

I sat on the couch and though about the crappy mess that is my life.

Was it really that bad to be gay?

I mean my mom was always a bitch, but my dad ? I was really thinking that if one day I came out to them, that out of the two of them my dad would accept me ,but I thought wrong.He can't even look me in the eyes anymore.But he never insulted me, he just ignored me so I guess that is a plus point.

A really sad one but still.

I still hope that in the future he will accept me and maybe do himself a favour and divorce that bitch. Any chances of reconciliation with my mother are gone and I just want to be far away from that woman.

The fact that I still call her mother disgusts me. What's wrong with you brain.

It was Sunday and I planned to sit on the couch and do nothing ,when the bell started ringing, I went to open the door ,to a men in his probably forties that I never saw before. ‚,Hello is Stacy home ?"

Who is that guy and why is he asking for womby bitch?

Hmm that has a ring to it.Nice one brain.

,, No she is not. Why and who are you ?"

,, Oh umm, I'm your moms colleague from work and it's nothing important.Do you maybe know where she went?"

Something seems off about this. That woman doesn't work, she spends my dads money and nothing more. Who is this guy ?

,,Why don't you call her and ask, but if it's nothing important it could wait until you see her again at Work ,right ?"

I really hope that the thought I have in my mind right now is wrong. But my brain just has to get to the bottom of this.

,, Her mobile is off and  I'm just really serious about my job and want to get it done as soon as possible".

,,Aren't you a professional," I just couldn't stop my sarcasm and I guess he realised it too because he was frowning now.

,,Look kid ,when you see her just tell her to give Paul a call alright, it's about work," he said and turned to leave.

I was now 90 percent sure my thought was right but I just needed to be completely sure.

,,Wait," I started going after him ,,Paul you said .
The Paul my mom can't stop talking and raves about. That Paul?"

,, You know about me?But I thought ..." a stupid grin was forming on his face.,, Yeah I guess that's me, I didn't know you knew about us, she never said anything about it and told me to keep it a secret, I thought you would hate me kid ."

I started getting really angry but composed myself . Come on brain ,come up with something I need more informations.

,, Are you kidding!Of course I know about you and how happy you make her, and what makes her happy makes me happy, but I mean, of course I should know about you, you guys have been  seeing each other for a long time now haven't you, it's been ..," I started counting with my fingers pretending to think about it and looked at him.

,,It's been over a year now, so I guess you should know about us ," he said laughing.

That little motherfucker, how can people be proud about being homewreckers and cheaters.