was that supposed to be goodbye

the start

shuichi saihara pov

I just woke up sun blairing in my eyes as soon as I openend my eyes I relized I was in the hospital.
But how wasnt I supposed to be dead I can barley remember what happend but i know that I know I had tried to end the killing game but what was this.

A doctor enterd the plan white hospital room "shuichi saihara is it" he asked "yes" i answer as is i can barley speak
"well nice to meet you Im here to explian everything to you before you leave if you have any questions ask them after" he told me "okay go ahead"I respond he started speaking "the killing game wasnt real it was a vr simulation it can still cause stress and ptsd because ur brian still thinks it was real due to it being a simulation in vr and due that all of the cast was gifted a house to live in together until you feel like you can live on ur own unless you want to live with your parents which that is an option too for most but sadly shuichi ur parents have decliend having you live with them with them being away all the time so tommrow morning if ur vitals are okay you are free to go to that house"
I sit in silence for a minute thing about what i had just been told i say the first quetion that comes to my mind "who lives in the house" the docter looks at me and continues "kaito,Maki,Kirumi,Kaede,Kokichi and Rantaro" thats it I say in my head :the rest are dead or in the hospital"he says trying not to make it sound sad but it doesnt work the docter walks out of the room and tells me to get some rest for tomarrow its already late evening

I get up to take a shower and I relize how much my body hurts everywhere it aches I lay back down in the odd feeling hosplital bed.
I wake up its about 4am I decide that if I have to meet everyone tomarrow I have to take a shower so get up
it hurts it hurts I dont think it should hurt are the only words going through my head.
I step in the bathroom I close the door and look in the mirror
I see a pale blue haired brown eyed boy I see myself tears start to from in my eyes I quickly wipe them away and I get undressed out of my hosplital gown to take a shower.
After that I brush my teeth and finally go to bed .

I wake up to a new doctor its 10:42am
she tells me shes here to give me my belongings from before the game which i still dont have my memory from before the game she tells me my memory will come back soon as she hands me my clothes its black jeans and a normal band tee she also handed memy phone and a charger
she left the room and told me one of my friends was here to take me to the house so I get dressed and fallow her to the loby

I see kaito and keade waiting I still can barley think about how they are not dead tears form in my eyes and spirnt up to them not running because its a hospital I hug them both
"woah sidekick calm down also sense when were you so emo" Kaito says to me laughing and slightly crying keade just stands there shes wearing doc martens black pants and a black shirt with a jacket
Kaitos wearing grey sweat pants and a white shirt "wait" the female doctor calls out " the dananrompa team asked me to give this to you I almost forgot" she hands me a debit card with the danganrompa logo "you get paid 1,000,000 dollars on it every 9 months for being on the danganrompa game show"I look at her and say "thank you" and turn around and leave with kaito and keade "hi"keade says Kaito cuts her off "so"kaito says before we walk out the doors " we are considerd famous now so we have to be careful becacuse even though the show hasnt been released the cast has been" Kaito says "so what Kaitos saying is when we leave these doors were gonna run to the suberbs where the house is, okay?" keade says "okay" I say back

we walk out the doors into the city and start walking... fast