You never even said goodbye. I didn't get to say goodbye to Livvy. I didn't get to say goodbye to you. Why would you leave me in this sea of sorrow in a family full of people who don't understand me? Who is going to understand me like you did, Kit? You knew when I didn't want to talk. You sat by me so I could hear the comforting sounds of your breathing because Livvy's may have run out but at least yours were still strong.
Are you breathing alright?
I'm jealous of the London air that mixes with your breaths. I wish I could see the way the wind whips through your hair there. I wish I could see your rain drenched hair, I know London is famous for rain. I wish I could have had the words for you Kit. I wish I could have told you all that I feel but I don't understand what it is. All I know is that it feels like I will only be satisfied when you and I have become one. If I could slip into your skin I would do it in a heartbeat because it would mean I would never have to be separated from you. Because whither thou goest, I go. But you've gone away from me and I can not blame you. I can not decipher if I mean to be your parabatai or simply yours. I wish you could give me some guidance. I wish you were here beside me. I wish. I wish. I wish.
And your eyes are the same color as the ocean outside my door.
I don't go outside there anymore.
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breathing underwater
Romancekit and ty angst and longing dual pov one shot of them reminiscing on what they could have had if they were not an ocean away from each other.
