When Blue Met Green {Larry Stylinson} ON HOLD

When Blue Met Green {Larry Stylinson}

Dear Harry,

I honestly don't know why I'm writing this. I've already made so much damage that it's impossible to mend the broken parts.

I guess I just wanted to make sure you know I'm sorry. Sorry doesn't even say the half of it.

You are my light at the end of the dark days. The bright glistening light at the end of the tunnel. I was scared, frightened to say the least. It was such an cowardly thing for me to do. I-I never even got the chance to show you how much you meant to me.

I guess when its over It all just comes back in flashbacks. The loving scenes we shared in a constant replaying motion. The images I can't get out of my mind.

The laughs, the looks , the kisses, the hugs, the tears, the cuddles, the dates, the dances.

I never thought I would miss it as much as I do now.

If only I would've been more trusting, I'm a idiot for not believing that it was nothing .

I miss just about everything about you. Your jade green eyes. When they were happy, they shone with a spark that would ignite fire through my body. When they were in a depressed state they turned into a grey storm, lightning trickling out around your pupils. The way you smiled at me, your teeth sparkling with a glimmer that instantly counter acted to myself smiling back. And, your dimples. I miss the old habit of me poking them right before I got on my tiptoes to kiss your pink lips.

Your lips

I miss our kisses and our tender touches. Your lips were like my drug , a sweet plump pink intoxicating drug.

It would be stupid of me to say "I miss you" because that wouldn't cover a fourth of what I feel.

At school, the only people who talk to me are Niall, Liam, and Zayn. I never get sleep at night, so I always fall asleep in class. People call me"the boy who screams" Whenever my eyes shut, you appear there. And once my body has been taken over by slumber. I dream of all our memories. Their more like nightmares now though, they always seem to end in some horrendous turn of events. Whenever I fall asleep in class, according to Niall, I scream "Harry!" loudly or just sob your name out. I just need you to cope with everything, everyone has a breaking point and I've reached mine.

There is no point in trying to send this, because I don't know where you are. And honestly if I were you, I wouldn't want myself to know where I was either.

I know what happened, I've been told and the images my brain puts Together from old memories, it truly scars me.

I don't know how Im still alive. I don't have a heart without you. When I slammed that creaky cheap door, I left my heart on that brown couch in your large masculine hands.

Do you remember what you said to me when we first met? You warned me, you specifically told me "you don't want to be friends with me, I'm just useless"

You aren't useless You're my soulmate. The love of my life. My wonder wall. The short time we spent together was the Best time of my life. If only I could see you one last time. I would shower you with sweet chaste kisses, and in hale your Armani. I would hold your taller figure and never let you go

I recall you telling me that the theme song to your life would be "Wouldn't it be nice" By the Beachboys. I would always make fun of you for being such a oldie and then you would jokingly glare at me, and then tickle me to death.

Is it strange that I remember all your habits?

I would Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry but I don't have the guts

You truly don't know how lovely you are, and i wish I could ensure you again right now that your the most gorgeous boy to ever walk this planet.

I have to find you, tell you I need you,

Tell you I set you apart

You Told me your secrets, and asked me your questions, but I ignored them as innocent events.

let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails

Heads on a science apart,

Nobody said it was easy, you even told me Harry, told me about your past you truly trusted me and I threw it back in your face by not trusting you.

It's such a shame for us to part why are you doing this to me? Harry I Love you! I miss you! I need you!

Nobody said it was easy, I guess this is all my fault.

No one ever said it would be this hard

take me back to the start, where we were young and stupid. Innocent, when our fights were over who would answer the door. And who got to pick what movie

I was just guessing at numbers and figures Not even trying

Pulling the puzzles apart, we were the puzzle pieces together, and I separated us.

Questions of science, science and progress

Don't speak as loud as my heart, as it screams in misery for you

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me in my nightmares every single night

and I rush to the start

Running in circles, chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

The sun may rise, but if we do not lock our eyes, there truly is no rise

Do you remember everything as well as me? Everything.

Our first fight, our first kiss, our first date, telling our parents, finding you, when we first told each other we loved them.

Funny thing is I don't think I'm ever going to feel that way again. But I don't know if I should.

I guess I should start back at the beginning....that first day we met.

When Blue Met Green

A/N:

Uh yeah....that was a prologue thing. Basically sets up the whole plot. Idk If I'm any good, so if I'm a complete loser at writing like I feel like I am, SORRY PLEASE LET ME KNOW! By the way, the ending is a song that I just added words to, so it would fit the letter better, ALL CREDIT GOES TO COLD PLAY{the Scientist