𝚊 𝚜 𝚝 𝚛 𝚘 𝚙 𝚑 𝚒 𝚕 𝚎 [ 𝐓𝐊 ] ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛ ✔︎

°01☽︎✰

I used to think love would last forever. . turns out some love stories don't always end how you want them to.

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Deeply in love I should say we were, so young. . yet knew what we were doing. Everything felt as if the world had stopped and it was only him who I would cherish for the rest of my life.
It went by so fast, I couldn't comprehend the pain and guilt I felt. The only words I had kept repeating over and over, were the words I wish he had heard before his time. . Taehyung's time. .
Had gone.

Our love story was like no other, we lived eachothers fantasies, gave what one another needed. Gave love and gave  acceptance for who and what we were.
As I would say. . A sky full of stars, though each star representing a different meaning of
Love.

My meaning of love. .?
Whether it's something, or someone. You would always feel that rush of adrenaline making its way through your body as if they / it were the only one to ever awaken the love you had hiding deep inside. Yet. . you could only feel that if you were around it enough. He?
was my everything. . He was enough for me. . He could light up the whole universe if he could. But he was only one.
One single star, that was enough for me. . and the world to love and take. Just like the other stars in the sky. . Everybody had someone that they loved their whole life, but the world loved them too. So they took them and made it like a trophy case, except instead of golden plastic. They made it with stars, because everyone wins in the end.
Everyone has an end sooner or
Later.

I just wish his sooner was later. .
Yet he was a winner.
A fighter.
A lover and a giver.
Everything.
But the world has him now. .
I should be angry, but I can't be. He's in a better place now, a place where anyone and anything can be free.
We were free, I thought always forever,
But I guess it turns out he wasn't free enough.
he needed to be let go, even if one another didn't want to let go just yet.
Fairytale's aren't always how they seem.
They are just a happy place people need to go once they've had enough time in reality.
His happy place has and always will be in my heart. . and up above where he shines best every night.

His heart was full of my love, maybe he couldn't take anymore and got too full. . Got to sick to give love himself. Instead he left me.
Left me with an un-beating heart that could've had so much more to give than just loss.
It was his time. Yet the time ticked too fast. . just like his last breathes of air.

So my meaning of love I ask again?
Is like a sky full of stars.
His stars. .
He was a whole galaxy in my eyes.
And now he's a galaxy in everyone's eyes.

Astrophile
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ʜᴇʏʏシ︎ sᴏʀʀʏ ɪ ᴅɪᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ- ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀɴ ɪᴅᴇᴀ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɴᴇᴡ. . Aɴᴅ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀs ɪᴛ:( ɪᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ɪ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ sᴀᴅ. . Iғ ɪᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡᴀs sᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ. I ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴏ ᴄʟᴜᴇ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ, ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ sᴇɴsᴇ. Bᴜᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴏʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛʜɪs ғᴀʀ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ! Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ɪᴅᴇᴀs ғᴏʀ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜᴛᴜʀᴇ:)
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