A/N: remember that one seth audio where seth is our ex and we get jiggy with it?? yeah this is what this is.
BACK TO HIM
a seth fic in which the reader contemplates the amount of times they've cheated on their partner and gone with seth and why they've done so!
CONTENT WARNING(S):
angst?? and a brief mention of alcohol? other than that, there are none, you are safe, friend :D
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the smell of alcohol filled my lungs. the touch of his hands, so warm, i could feel it underneath my skin. the feeling of his lips touching mine, fluttering against every part of me, brushing against my neck. the feverish desire felt in our bodies with every movement made.
why? why did i keep running back to him? why did i keep stringing my partner along, as if nothing was happening? why was i lying to them? playing them like a damn fiddle? no matter how hard i tried to stay away from him, the desire always brought me back. the desire to let him have me. the desire to run off with him; to come back to him as if he were still mine. his eyes beckoning me, reaching out to me, to play this game of sin. a song made of lies and deceit, tangled in the remaining lust we had for each other.
god, all of this lust and desire, no wonder it's a damn sin.
"this is the last time!" i said that weeks ago. always promising that "this is the last time!" and that "we can't do this anymore!" just to run back and sing that same song of lies i've always sung. no matter how many times i tried not to sing, he'd lodge the words into my throat with every touch he gave me. making me sing out in such guilt and pleasure.
every time i kissed him, it felt like kissing glass. the feeling of all of my lies biting my lips and tearing them to shreds.
i can never really shake him off. he's like a strong perfume, always in the air, filling my lungs and hitting every nerve of my body. digging into my skin with every thrust he gave me. praising me for taking him so well, praising my body, treating it with such holiness.
my body. how dirty it is. how filthy i was to parade myself around like i was some fucking saint. i was a fucking liar. this guilty body. this lying body. this shameful body.
it had a mind of it's own.
a mind that always made me go back. back to him.
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A/N: angst. it hurts me to make it but its so good to write it! anyways thats the fic! i hope you guys like it and i hope you guys have and awesome day/night! bye bye!
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