I stood at the cliff. Ready to jump. I didn't know how much I'd see, but I was sure enough to know I would never have a moment more with him.I closed my eyes. What had felt like a cannon going off inside my chest all of a sudden ended.It was silent. And dark.I didn't know what else to do. I knew I wasn't going to see anyone. Even if I went in there, I was probably not going to be in time. I didn't know what to say or do.I got closer to the edge, but still couldn't jump.I wanted to say good-bye, but it wasn't good enough. My heart had just stopped me from jumping.I thought about jumping.Didn't make any sense, did it? It was just a game. I'd thought about jumping several times, and always considered it.Funny how, when faced with a choice, we always make the wrong one.I needed to move.But I wasn't able to.Maybe I was going to be out there longer than I wanted.I kept moving. And slowly, slowly, the darkness thinned out until I could see the bottom.It was dark. Like everywhere else. The bottom of a dark pit.Fuzzy. I could see the fuzziness. It was just a deep pit.
