Next To You - A Selena Gomez/You

Numero Uno

"I can't do this anymore Selena, I am sorry. You need to decide what you want" I try to speak as calmly as possible.

The state of undress we are in does not mirror the current mood in the room.

I am in my boxer briefs and my shirt is undone.

Selena is in a black corset and suspenders.

I should have been jumping her bones in the bed behind us.

But instead I had to have this conversation.

I couldn't help myself.

I had been pondering it for months.

We had been fucking for 8 months, and I had caught feelings.

Something we both promised, we wouldn't do.

However, while she was undoing my shirt, I looked into her eyes and I cracked like an pot.

I told her that I couldn't just be her play thing anymore and that she either had all of me, or none of me.

Which resulted in her pushing me, then hurling abuse and various objects at me.

I dodged the vase as it hurdled it's way towards me.

I heard the smash behind me but dare not turn around and take my eyes off the woman in front of me for a second.

"You think that this will change things?" she screamed.

"This ultimatum?"

She started looking around for the next item to throw.

"You thought this would make me be with you!" she screamed louder.

Picking up a small picture frame on a small round table in the hotel room and pulling her right arm back with all her strength before she let it go, her aim was so bad it went to the right of me and smashed through a small pane in the window.

"It's all of me or nothing Selena, you tell me to go and I will walk through that door and you won't see me again" I screamed back.

This stopped her in her tracks.

Her arms went stiff at her side and her mouth gaped open slightly.

"Wha... What" she stumbled out, small, quiet, as though in disbelief.

"You heard me, I'll be out of your life forever" I was calm.

"You, you... who has pulled me along like a puppet on a damn string for months! Telling me how this is just a side thing, how it doesn't mean anything" I pointed my finger at her in anger.

She was the one that was dismissive of what we had for months.

"But now, you throw a fit because I tell you that I can't do this anymore, that we are either together or we are not?" My voice turns soft.

Her head drops.

"If this meant nothing, then how did we get here" I motion around me.

At the hotel we are in.

That I lied to my boss to meet her at.

That was booked for us.

For us to have sex in and spend time together.

I take a step towards her.

"If I mean nothing to you, if this is just a fling, just sex" I take another step towards her. "Then why are you acting like you are?" I gently ask.

I took another step towards her.

I raise my hand and cup her cheek, I see the unshed tears in her eyes.

"Tell me this is nothing" I say gently.

Frightened of the answer.

But I needed to know.

If she told me this is nothing to her I would leave and she would never see me again.

"Tell me, I mean nothing to you and I will walk out that door now and you will never have to see me again" I search her eyes. 

Willing her to just say the words.

"I.." she states before her head dips to look at her hands.

I watch as the tears flow from her eyes and land on her hands, I am still holding her head gently in my hands.

"Selena, tell me" I tilt her head back up to meet my eyes.

"I'm pregnant" she sobs out.

Completely collapsing.

My eyes widen in shock.

I was not expecting that.

I was not expecting anything remotely like that to leave her mouth.

I blink, trying to help the temporary shock process the words she just said like a defunct robot.

"Your pregnant" my voice sounds as confused as I am.

She nods her head vividly still sobbing.

I shake my head slightly.

The most important question shoots across my mind.

In walks the fear.

I grip her cheeks more and pull her head to look up at me.

"Sel, Selena, "I try to get her attention.

She eventually looks up at me.

"Is it mine" her red eyes stare back at me "or your husband's?".

She stares at me, not speaking. 

"Selena, is it mine or Justins??" I look her dead in the eyes.

Her mouth starts to open. 

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I read a comment the other day about Y/N being the "bad guy" and I got this idea. 

What do you guys think? Continue or not?