Everything (JB Fanfic)

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Running out of breath, panting so loud while my lungs scream out. The wind slapping across of my face as I suddenly switch directions, running down the pathway. My legs slowly turned to jello as I almost somersault into the concrete but I slowed myself down a bit. I needed to find a good hiding place before my legs and lungs gave up. 'Mila!, Stop!' he bellowed behind me. I inhaled the rest of air I had left and pushed myself one last time, sprinting. 'Mila don't be silly, just wait one second!' he begged, catching up to me. 

Why did this man have to be so blessed with Olympic running skills aswell?. It's so unfair!!, but i can't let him catch me, I didn't want to face him, not yet. My chest was burning as my legs slid across the ground, I was slowly losing strength but I could not give up.  I looked behind me and saw that he had disappeared.  I let out a sigh of relief, finally, I had lost him. I jogged to a stop, panting for air as my throat burned for oxygen. Suddenly out of nowhere, Justin came running around the corner and tackled me to the floor, but he placed his arm around my back , protecting me from the fall. 'AHHHHH!!!' I screamed loudly before trying to pry out of his hands. 'Shhhh, what the fuck?!' he hissed,covering my mouth as a elderly couple walked by. I stared at him wide eyed as he laid on top of me. The elderly couple looked worried as they walked towards us. Justin let out a nervous laugh before explaining ' She's okay,this is just a game we like to play, I'm not a kidnapper', his eyes begging for trust. 'Right?!' he questioned, shaking me to answer. I nodded my head like a crazy person. 

After a moment of contemplation, they just side eyed him and before making their way down the footpath away from us. Justin gave them huge innocent eyes before yelling after them'Nothing to see here!'. Once they had disappeared, Justin turned to me, piercing daggers into my eyes 'Why would you do that?, they thought I was a criminal' he whisper shouted before letting go of my mouth and standing up. I looked up at him , sighing. 'I was just startled.. I thought I lost you' i explained, following suit.  Justin stared deep into my soul and I couldn't pick up what he was thinking and that made me highly uncomfortable. I bit my lip before turning to walk away again. A large hand grabbed my upper arm, spinning me around to face him again. 'No, stop, You tell me why you ran away from that party now' he demanded, pointing his index finger at the ground.  I didn't dare face him. 'I just wasn't feel-' I began but Justin snapped back at me like thunder. 'The truth,Mila' he commanded, interuppting me. I looked up at him, my lips quivering from his outburst. He sighed out in frustration, pinching the bridge of his nose. 'Sorry love,I didn't mean to do that, I just want you to trust me...' he controlled himself asking me in a soft manner.  Honestly, who could say no to that Adonis like face of his.  Scratch that, even to that sweet velvety voice of his. 

I was just so scared of his reaction to the truth. I looked down again and whispered, 'They were all so pretty and skinny...'. I saw Justin's feet shuffle infront to me in restlessness.  'I'm sorry,what?,louder Mila...' he coaxed, holding in his frustation. 'ALL THE GIRLS AT THE PARTY WERE SO PRETTY AND SKINNY!! AND THEN THERE'S ME!!, YOU SHOULD BE WITH THEM..NOT ME' I screamed or more like wailed out , not being able to hold it in any longer. All I heard was silence as I let out a sigh of deafening relief. My chin was quickly tilted up to face Justin's face. There was a hint of sadness before his eyes turned dark. 'And what makes you think I want to be with them? and not you??..' he seethed. I yelped as his fingers left my chin. 'Because I'm not...' I whimpered before he interuppted me again. 'You're what?, not good enough for me??, you're too fat, not pretty enough for me?? he bellowed out to the sky as his jaw clenched before he looked back down, towering over me. I stared at him in defeat as his eyes glimmered in the sun almost as if he was crying.  'I swear to God Mila, if that was what you were about to say...'he whispered,  looking defeated, his eyebrows raised as desperstion and hurt flashed across his irises.  He looked into my eyes one last time, imploring me to tell him he's wrong.  

Have you ever seen someone so disappointed and hurt by you?, that's the way Justin was staring at me right now and I hated it. My silence gave him his answer.  His mouth gaped out in shock and hurt as a little tiny deep whimper left his plump pink lips. ' You think that low of me?...when I am so inlove with you...' he started, as my eyes turned glossy. I wanted to cry , tell him no but no words would come out of mouth, just escaped air. He squeezed his eyes shut, blowing  air out of his mouth, trying to contain himself before continuing, 'Everything that you think is wrong with you, is everything I love about you' he admitted, sniffling. A single tear dropped down his cheek before he wiped it away with his forearm and tugged his hair out in frustration.  I stepped towards him, trying to console him. He shook his head, pushing me gently off of him. 'No' he declined lowly with a rasp in his voice. I furrowed my eyebrows at him as he glared down at me, shaking his head again in disbelief.  And just like that, he stepped back from me and without a second look, shoved his hands in his pockets and walked off. 

ALRIGHT GUYS??? WHAT DO YALL THINK?? , YES YES I KNOW, ALOT OF GRAMMER ERRORS LOL.  

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