Josh x reader (until dawn)

small predicament

Shivers trailed down your spine as you stared outside your open window. You've just settled into the Washington's lodge for the annual winter break getaway! The one thing a year you could look forward to during your busy life. Just you, all your friends, a fancy lodge and most importantly, Josh.
You've had a crush on the guy since you were five! You used to go on playdates with Hannah and Beth and you would always notice Josh. You'd stare at him from afar and acted like you didn't want anything to do with him. At first you viewed him as a friend but once you hit around fourteen things changed. You noticed him getting taller, broader, and even his smell change. It was intoxicating. But what would a 19 year old wanna do with a 17 year old! He's in college now and you're still a stupid junior at that godawful highschool. That didnt stop your mind from going to many dirty places everytime you laid eyes on him. You felt bad for sexualizing him, especially your bestfriends brother!
Your thoughts were interrupted by a low and soothing voice with a hint a raspyness to it.
"Hey y/n! Hope you're settling in well" Josh spoke.
You instantly get red and turn away from the scenic view. You completely forgot you were staring outside since your mind was racing with other... thoughts.
"Oh hey josh! Yeah everything's going. Um.. sorry I was distracted by this view!" You blurt out.
Josh slowly glided by the balcony right next to where you where. He placed his hands on the rail and took a deep breath.
'I wish he would grip me like that rail' I thought dirtily to myself. Josh turned his body to face yours, he looked a little... off.
"Are ya good?" I question him.
"Yeah... we might have a bit of a situation..." Josh reports.
"What? You're scaring me" I chuckle.
"Well... Hannah and Beth wants the whole crew to come and with bedroom spacing... there is a problem..." Josh slowly muttered.
"Yeah? We can always figure something out!" I day enthusiastically.
"Well Mike and Em are sharing a room, Hannah and Beth, Jess and Ash, Chris and Matt. And Sam asked for a room by herself so she can study for finals so... that leaves us... and we have to share a room... that has one bed... sorry" Josh slowly uttered.
If my face wasnt already red it was now. I've been dreaming of this moment forever but I still felt uneasy.
"I can totally sleep on the couch! I dont know why I asked you to do this.." Josh muttered.
"Oh no! It's your lodge you should get the bed! I can take the couch if you're not comfortable!" I spew at him.
"Oh I'm comfortable sharing a bed with you" Josh says.
I get even more red... I thought I was gonna die!
"God that sounded so creepy I'm sorry" Josh said. He started to turn a healthy shade of red too.
"Oh no you're fine! We can totally share a room! We both deserve a bed after all the hard work we do." I say.
"You see this is why we're friends. Always been smart. Well roomie I'll bring my stuff in later but I must play host now! See ya in a bit." Josh said. As he left the room he gave me a wink and shut the door.
God I hate when he does that! Why dies he have to be so cute! He's done this since he was 16!
I take a deep breath and start to unpack my things. How am I gonna survive this trip?