Why

Why does morning come
Why did I get out of bed
Why does my stomach turn
Everytime I see red

Why can't I keep smiling
Why can't I keep laughing
The workload just keeps piling
Why do I keep fighting

Sometimes I don't want to live
Sometimes I want to stay on earth
I continue to strive just to stay alive
Sometimes I regret my birth

I'm constantly tired
I'm constantly confused
I am always uninspired
And nothing I feel can be excused

Why do I live
Why do I hate myself
Why not sleep all the time
Always be nice to yourself

I wish I could
But my thoughts aren't nice
I know they should
But I shall pay this price