Worth The Wait

Somebody Worth Waiting For

I was 10 years old back then, saw the brown sparkling eyes of yours for the first time. Your short dark hair suited up with your pink lips.

It was my first time to fall for someone. I felt happy that we're in the same class in that year.

In primary school, I waited for you in our classroom just to make sure you won't miss the bus. I enjoyed the very inch of you even just from afar.

I once fell down a not-so-tall hill. It was slippery. You were there and instead of helping, you laughed over me. Dirts covered me.

The year after, you were disqualified as a prefect. And yes I still liked you, I still liked the naughty boy that once made me feel embarrassed.

I was invisible. You never noticed me, you ignored my presence.

Then we got into secondary school. More unexpected things happened since I told my friends that I like you.

A friend of yours told you that I liked you, you doubted it. Right since then, your friends kept insulting me. Even you showed your middle finger to me.

I didn't know what happened but we kept the eye contacts between us going. What were you thinking of right on those moments? Did I make you feel mad or something?

As then I was 15, we got into the same class again after 4 years not. I once caught you staring at me creepily. What's up dude?

You teased me as much as you could, but I didn't feel anything. I didn't feel special. You did that to every girl I know. I didn't feel fluttered at all.

We got into the same tuition by coincidence. I was so happy yet nervous and anxious every hour before the tuition started for every week! I sat in front of you at the around table. I knew those eyes were made for me to stare at but not a single glance I could do because I had no gut to.

At age 17 you got famous. The girls were so mad about you, you're the eye candy for the school. I felt jealous but nothing I could do because you weren't mine.. My class was next to yours. Every time you passed by me at the corridor, I could smell the sweet scent of yours I wondered where did you spray that fragrance on you. I remember that night where the girls volunteered to sew something on the guys' school shirt. I sewed yours, God your shirt had the same smell. I felt so close to you but it was just for awhile. It's the last year of high school. What will lead us afterwards?

3 years later, we graduated from high school. I knew that I was going to miss you so much, but that one night, you was drunkly crazily creepily exactly absolutely sent me "Hi :)" on Facebook. I was about to pass out because we never talked to each other since I first met you. I swear, I never had the chance to hear that stern voice of yours talking to me what even online. You turned out to ask me to go out with you. I thought it was just a joke or he was waged for something. You were being serious then I accepted you with my open heart.

I thought my feelings for him won't last even for a year but I was wrong ♡

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Thanks for spending time reading! But ¼ of this is fictional. Let's just hope that this story will become true for me

Much love xo