Waste it on me || JIKOOK ONESHOT

Waste it on me

     The smell of alcohol and smoke with a minute smell of room freshner filled the atmosphere as body's swayed right and left to the music bobbing thier heads some totally drunk as some remained sober .

    The song beamed loud as some perked out at the beat loving it as they danced in the rythm .

    There was a man in his mid 20's nor drinking nor dancing . He was just sitting there zoning out in his own thoughts , his hair was perfectly styled in a way to make his handsome face be cute , those little hair curls making him look way too adorable. 

    Yet he seemed to be blank , his eyes held emptyness , well it is quite common when your heart and mind is way too confused ..

    Jungkook and Jimin are bestfriends since primary school , they practically know every little likes and dislikes of eachother , every struggle and happiness of the other.  And knowing that Jimin totally knows about how much Jungkook dislikes love

     He doesn't dislike love but the outcome of love , how people always end up breaking , how they shatter and how sometimes love is just too fake.  How people move on way too easily . He came to an idea that they all love ' to waste time and to feel loved ' .

     There are rarely few love stories that lasted for years till they die . And he knows , it's hard to find , but he is happy for those people who found it though .

     Earlier in his childhood he used to say he will only marry a person after he gets settled and finally see someone , but deep inside his heart there is still a fear ' a fear of falling in love , committing to someone too deep and being let go '.  He doesn't want that . He doesn't want anyone to know his best and worst side and leave him like trash . He doesn't want that .
 

     But there is also the tingling feelings in his heart whenever jimin makes a move on him, showing him love , nothing else , no lust, just love .  A confirmation he sees when he looks at jimin's eyes ...oh those eyes ... They always look at him as if he is the most precious thing that should be protected as if nothing in the world matters than him , jungkook .

   Shaking his thoughts jungkook drank a shot of water , well he doesn't like the taste of alcohol . He came here to get distracted by the people dancing and the music  , to get his mind out of his bestfriend who is trying  too hard to show him love .

You say love is messed up, you say that it don't work ..

   You don't wanna try , no no ..

   

The song played as jungkook looked accross the table only to meet those brown deep orbs of someone , someone he wishes he wouldn't see now . Because the main reason he came to this bar is to get his thoughts out of the new tingling feelings towards Jimin ,to bury those feelings deep inside him .

     Jimin smiled as he made his way towards jungkook before sitting at the nearby chair .

    " Looking great as always bun"  jimin said as he smiled at jungkook , oh god did it did anything to his poor heart ? Yup . The freaking heart is racing , he is way too sure if heart can come out and run , his heart would be gone way long ago. 

    " You too minnie . Looking handsome as always "  Jungkook said as jimin blushed a little his cheeks being decorated by a baby pink as he caressed jungkook's cheek. 

    " You look pale , did you had your dinner, baby ?" Jimin asked oh no no jungkook didn't got nervous at all , his cheeks and ears didn't turned red at all , he is perfectly fine , his heartbeat is peaceful . Yup . Yup .