Chapter 1.
Saphire's P.O.V.
My name is Saphire and I'm 17. That's the first thing. I have black and blue hair, my lip is pierced, blue eyes, and some would say I'm gorgeous, but who am I to say so? I guess you could call me "emo" but I fucking hate labels, so if I ever catch someone calling me that, well your face is getting pounded. Got it? I love autistic kids more than I love myself. I sing, write, play bass, I love video games and superheroes, my favorite movie is Star Wars. I am bisexual, yes I like girls. I cut myself when I need to, and sometimes I just need to. Now you think you know everything, but you know far from anything.
My friends, Macy and Maddie, are taking to Vans Warped Tour. It's July 5th, 2013, the concert is tomorrow. We're almost to the hotel, and we're all pretty excited. Our plan is to be at the area by 3 a.m. so we get front row. We're all here to see Black Veil Brides, mostly. They're my favorite band, I mean yeah I've seen them before, but the venue I saw them at didn't let them come back out and meet their fans, so yeah I'm determined to meet them tomorrow. I mean, they're my idols. They're my reasoning for wanting to be a rock star, well mostly. I just don't think i have that talent. I don't think so at least.
I can't wait to meet them. I mean, Andy is my inspiration for singing and Ashley is why I continued my bass practicing. Now I'm wicked good at bass, and I'm in a band. We're called Bullet My Heart. We're doing mostly covers for now, but when we play at bars and other places we throw in some originals as well, and everybody seems to like them. I try to make myself sound like what I love, and now what anybody else wants me to be, the guys and I mash all of our ideas together for a song, and I made sure we all liked the same music type and no grunge lovingness. Right now we're working on an album, and we're hoping to sign with someone, yeah we're young, well I'm the youngest one but still. We have dreams.
I'm writing a new song right now for my band. Texting them my guitarist Mikael is having some girl issues, which makes for a great song. So I began writing what I knew as we drove.
The stars in the sky, no they don't shine nearly as bright,
As bright as the one inside your soul,
A secrets life,
A liars lie,
One who couldn't fade away from the light,
But now you're nearly a shadow in the night,
One I've forgotten with ease,
Not to be a bitch but someones gotta say,
Nobody's gonna love you today...
That was only the beginning of it, and so far I liked it. But I stopped writing because we arrived at the hotel. I shoved my songbook back into my bag, it was just my small one, along with the other books I have in there. We stepped out of the car and all of us were like jumping up and down, besides Macy's mom of course.
"I can't believe we're here!" I said excited like.
"Well, here we are, now get the bags and go get some rest, I'm waking you guys up at 12 to start getting ready," Macy's mom said.
We all grabbed our bags and hurried up to the room after checking in. We immediately fell asleep, and well, life was good. I dreamt of Bullet My Heart getting big, just as big as Black Veil Brides, and I was dating Ashley. This dream was so real, I wanted it to be real.
And then I was rudely awakened by Macy's mom, at 12 a.m. just like she said. Maddie, was the first for a shower, so me and Macy just sat back and picked out clothes. I decided to wear my black short shorts, with my batman reversible bikini and a white Black Veil Brides tank top. And for shoes I was gonna wear my black converse. It was a cute outfit I thought.
