You know when thing are just not okay and you can feel it, it almost swallows you whole. You don't want to do anything but maybe just sit in the corner crying. class is a struggle all you can do is really stare blankly at the task in front of you. things at once important to you are no longer, the only music you want to listen to relate to your situation which makes it worse, grades no longer matter, dance is no longer fun and the overwhelming feeling of being lost is scary. all you really you want is a really good hug but no one sees that you need one you. You don't want to talk about it because no one listens. you wish you could sit and everyone will leave you alone. You just want time to stop things which could make it much better or worse, you know longer know anymore. now you smile and sometimes laugh and keep that façade that you're alright but once you run out of distractions it comes running back with a great force in that moment when you think you're okay again. nothing is changed, your still depressed.
