Hug Me

VI- TOUCH

let's start with the 30-minute warm-up running around the field!- ordered the captain- Ah right, whoever gets exhausted at the end already knows, will receive a punishment.

About 100 soldiers were present in an orderly line.
Jonas and I were sitting on the benches.
It was hard for me to see Jair every second, it hurts,
when we looked at each other he looked so cold, his gaze was not the same as he used to give me when he saw me, he didn't seem to feel anything but i was constantly reminded of every moment we spent together.
Knowing that Jair cared little about my existence made me wonder where I went wrong, if I did something wrong?
But I decided to stop thinking about something that was not the right time, I had to focus on my work.
I turned my eyes to the field, the soldiers started their training and to my surprise who was leading the race was that cute young soldier.
I grabbed my camera and started taking pictures of him as he ran his hair flying against his face, his steps were so long and loose, just what I needed to capture the moment when he seemed to feel free.

-Who are you photographing?

-What do you think I'm photographing? -I asked, but more as a statement.

-Captain Jair-jonas stated as he approached me putting our heads together to get a view of my work, I quickly pushed him away from me.

I looked at my camera and was shocked.
How did I take pictures of him without realizing it?

Jonas took the camera out of my hands and started looking at the pictures and every time he didn't like it, he deleted it, especially the last ones.

-Why are you erasing without my permission?!!- I yelled, taking the camera from his hands, Jonas was silent for long seconds.
He looked sad, but it was impossible for him to be anyway, nor did we like each other's existence.

Getting back to what I was doing, I continued photographing the soldiers ignoring the person next to me, who, surprisingly, was silent.
The 30 minutes of warm-up had passed, and that was when Jonas and I had just entered to join the remaining soldiers.

Jair, I mean, Captain Jair sent us to the other side of the lawn, there were tables already set and on top of them, all sorts of weapons were "dolls" in front, which I think is to shoot them.
Movie stuff.

Captain Jair advanced toward the center, hands behind his back.

-Soldiers go to their posts, our visitors will be together side by side.- He led us to the most visible side.

- Guns are loaded with rubber bullets, just put your finger on the trigger. Remembering that rubber bullets can cause injury or even kill so stay away from the shooting site, whoever doesn't obey my orders will be punished if he's alive, so concentrate - finally announced Captain Jair.

I took the weapon in my right hand and saw the target, my distance between myself and the target was less than the distance of the other soldiers, as well as Jonas.
I aimed the scope as best I could towards the center, pulled the trigger, and as a result, it just went through the air.

I tried a second time, but stopped when I felt a warm, well-built chest touching my body, as well as my ass, it fit so well, a position that easily made me lose consciousness.
His arms went around me, his hands made their way to find mine that held the gun, those hands with their bulging veins, quite a sight.
I felt a head fit perfectly on mine, goosebumps ran through my whole body when I felt that breath in contact with my earlobe.

-You're doing it all wrong again - he whispered close to my ear, I tried to remember something to avoid all those shivers but nothing came to mind.

- When did I do it all wrong? - I tried to disguise my voice.